I've been choking on the truths of my life,
still I'm not ready to swallowIn moments like these I don't think I'll ever be,
not now not everIt eats me up,
I freeze in shockBreathe breathe breathe,
work work workEveryone else does it fine,
so why can't I?Why is it so easy for everyone else to be happy,
while my life stays tacky?I work 10x harder then everyone else,
to get the same or worse resultsEat it up that's the story of my life,
I tell myself once again
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