Song:
I've faced the real reason I'm not getting married,
and it has nothing with breaking generation trauma
and every to do with my trauma
I don't want my husband to die on me,
the way my dad died on my mom
And how my grandfather died on my grandma,
and so on and so forth
It's torture living like this,
yet here I am
I don't want my kids having mommy and daddy issues,
to be put through the pain I went through
My teenage years have been a mess,
looking for things all kids should be blessed with
I look around at all these kids who have what I don't,
I can't help being jealous
Death's my tragedy,
Tragedy Tragedy
one that won't end unless I go with it
Chasing me down like the grim reaper,
cutting anyone in his way to me
