Song: XXXTENTACION - Revenge
Once I spoke those harsh words to you,
my life changed foreverIt wasn't just the bruises that scarred me,
but the consequences of my own actionsHaunted by this world,
your ghost is still watching over meYet it does nothing but watch,
I don't know what's worseI'm numb to the pain of what you've put me through,
mostly numb to my own lifeIf I could go back,
just onceMaybe you'd still be here,
that's my mistakeI pushed it too far,
and you pushed me to break youI'm still tryna act like things are good,
even though they never will be without you hereAs if I'm not waiting to face you,
next to your grave a day I fearDo you hate me?
Do you love me?Questions that rot me from the inside out,
can't pretend things are okPraying my next breath isn't my last,
I want to see you I'm just not ready
Not yet.