Song: Billie Eilish - Getting Older
This whole month is on repeat,
a loop that won't endI feel like I'm dying,
ruining everything I touchI destroyed everything around me,
now all that's left is meSo many things I used to love,
gone by my touchIt's all me,
I can't helpI care so much,
but I don't care enough to change thatWishing for them,
to wish for meI crave you,
but you don't even think of meI'm graduating,
class of 2022But to be honest,
I just want to have the same struggles as everyone elseMy boyfriend cheated on me
I was so wasted at that party
Me and my friends went to the mall & spent so muchNext year,
I want to be around the world having too much fun
when will my time come?
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