None of it's real,
but it brings me endless amounts of joy
This year it's reputation started to tarnish,
the truth brought anger out of me
I can't accept it's not here,
it's helped me become who I am
From this tiny idea I learned years ago,
till now helping me survive
It was there for me,
when I was holding on by a string
Everyone else let go,
everyone but me
Eventually everyone got up again & had more strength,
I'm still holding on
Weak as ever,
ego is bruised
Life of #1 huh?
Seems surreal
T-Minus 17 days,
till my life changes forever
"You ready?",
"No"
I've never been ready,
I've always held on though
always
I never give up do I?
never
