None of it's real,
but it brings me endless amounts of joyThis year it's reputation started to tarnish,
the truth brought anger out of meI can't accept it's not here,
it's helped me become who I amFrom this tiny idea I learned years ago,
till now helping me surviveIt was there for me,
when I was holding on by a stringEveryone else let go,
everyone but meEventually everyone got up again & had more strength,
I'm still holding onWeak as ever,
ego is bruisedLife of #1 huh?
Seems surrealT-Minus 17 days,
till my life changes forever"You ready?",
"No"I've never been ready,
I've always held on though
alwaysI never give up do I?
never
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