Sometimes I feel too much,
the negative thoughts swarm me.
They wrap around me till I can't breathe,
then everything turns black
Even in moments like that,
I push through
I don't know if that's will power,
but it's confusing
Mix that with constant flight or fight mode,
you get a 18 year old confused Pakistani girl
A lot of people ask me how I get through it,
there's a lot of things that help
But the thought of not making it,
while people who didn't work as hard as me do?
I'm a lot of things,
but at the bottom will never be one of them.
