Song:
I hope to escape the pain I've put myself through,
with all these unrealistic goals weighing me down
All reminders of something I want causing unnecessary pain,
yet the pain is my truth
A reflection of all my choices,
knocking me down as I try to climb out of one of my many messes
I want to be alone,
in a limbo with myself and my imagination
As it's the one thing that's stayed constant in my life,
besides writing
It's what's kept me pushing,
just like my heart
Life just keeps on going,
while my sanity slips through my fingers
This black hole inside me is getting bigger with time,
this jealousy feels like a crime
I hate that this feeling is back again,
it was supposed to be over
I went through the experience and learned my lesson,
but here I am back in this depression
As I feel out of it I wonder,
when will it end?
