It's still here,
that empty hole in my heart from youI've been told by everyone that we won't work out,
but when everyone else is gone you're still on my mindWhen I'm alone in my room,
I can't help but think of a life with youAnd there was a chance at that,
there was a 1% chance and it happenedIt confused me so much,
so I did what I always doIt hurt,
so I pushed you awayI "moved" on,
I'm doing "so much better"Little miss valedictorian,
little miss movin onBut I haven't,
the messages I write for you stay in my notesBecause the thought of things being different between us,
even the thought kills a little of meSometimes a life without you all feels like a bad dream,
like maybe when I wake up things will be differentI know they never will be,
but hey a girl can dream right?I miss all the little things we had,
you were a sister to meFrom telling each other everything,
to spending all our summers togetherI found life with you,
you added a spark to a candle that was almost goneYou gave me hope,
that I can actually be happyYet here I am,
alone again with my thoughts