I can't quiet the voices in my head,
they who no longer feel like they belong anywhere
Every time I enter a new stage in my life,
I say it'll be different and that this is it
And it's so tiring,
and so fucking sad that I still have hope
Everything feels like rucus,
like world war 3
But everything's fine,
everything's going the way I wanted it to
So what's wrong?
why does something feel off?
Is it because things will never be the same,
that we will never be the same?
I hate how this is how it ended,
I swear I never thought it'd end up like this
You flowing through life,
while my minds still on you
It's halloween night,
I'm in my pjs reminiscing on what could've been
You're partying the way you said you would all those years ago,
Still I'd do anything to find out if I'm still on your mind
