Finding A Home Amongst The Wolves

Letters from thy enemy are of no faults of mine

~Snow~

Grabbing Blakes arm I try to pull it away from me but it just won't budge. Grunting with all my effort I try to channel Crystal's strength but she wont surface and I think I'm dealing with both sides of my mate now because it's like trying to move hundreds of steel beams off of me.

It's impossible.

Pleading desperately with my family in front of me I think for the first time in a while they're actually more afraid of my mate than of me. If I knew what face he was wearing right then I just might have as well.

A low rumble vibrates up my back from the male figure behind me. In that one traitorous second I knew my body betrayed me because if I wasn't already pregnant I'd probably jump his bones in the hopes of creating a small cub.

"Get out!"

Moving silently out the door I plead with them to not leave me behind but the only thing I get back is an apologetic look from Danny as she leaves and then a supportive look from Xena as Xavier pulls her away. Frog marching me into the bedroom I try again to unsuccessfully get away from him. Sighing in exasperation he bends over and picks me up in a bridal hold before turning to sit down on the bed with me in his lap.

"Let me go!"

"Never! You've done enough running now it's time to talk."

Grunting angrily I kick out my legs trying to get away; yes, I know it's very childish, but I don't care.

I'm gonna blame the baby on this one.

"I think you've done enough talking and I've already told you where you could shove your talk. Therefore, we've both talked enough."

Struggling a little harder the breath is knocked out of me as he yanks my knees abruptly up to my chest and then he growls low in my ear.

"Enough!"

Moaning softly, my pussy gets wet, clenching down on nothing in disappointment. Blake pulls me closer and lightly rubs my side with a content purr vibrating through his chest and up along my whole side.

"Good girl."

Huffing out a breath in reluctant defeat he lets go of my legs and I slowly lower them to a more comfortable position.

"Fine, talk."

Placing his hand on my stomach he pushes my shirt up a bit which makes me tense slightly, but all he does is rub gentle circles on my skin.

"We've talked a lot, mostly me being all growly, but I don't think I've ever said how truly sorry I am. I never intended to make you feel less than equal to me and not loved. It's not that I want to exclude you from important matters that involve running the pack; actually it's the exact opposite. I want to run every decision through you because I trust and value your opinion highly but I also know that all this is new to you and I don't want to overwhelm you with every detail. As an Alpha I'm very protective about things that are mine and you, my love, are very much mine.

I cut him off with a growl cause I'm nobody's property.

"If you let me finish you would've heard that I'm very much yours as well... knowing that, I know how strong and capable you are as well but I never want to entertain the thought of you getting hurt or even being in a situation where the possibility of that happening is thought about. I know that's a very impractical thought to have but in any situation to keep you safe and unharmed I will always choose your safety over anything else. As for me not showing my love for you and neglecting you I truly am sorry; I have no real reason only that I was stupid and overwhelmed which in hindsight means absolutely nothing but it's the only thing I can think of."