a/n; heavy dialogues. [s/t] = skin texture. [s/c]= skin colour
CW/TW; cursing
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He couldn't believe it. He was standing right in front of the home of the [Last Name]'s. Makoto didn't know what was he doing. The first minute he was walking from school, the next minute, he's here. He let out a heavy sigh in embarrassment. Mumbling gibberish in his hand.
Unexpectedly, the door opened. Revealing a short lady in an apron with [h/c] hair and [e/c] eyes. Makoto panicked, not knowing what to do in the situation. The woman looked up at the male and smiled. "Oh? Makoto? What are you doing here?"
The male awkwardly chuckled, scratching the back of his neck. "Is.. Is [Name] here..?"
"No dear. Today's Wednesday! It's the day he goes to visit his father. Don't you remember?" she exclaimed. He curses at himself. He had forgotten the day today. "Oh, right.. I forgot," he gave her a fake chuckle.
"Why don't you come in?"
"Oh! No, it's alright Mrs. [Last Name],"
"Awh come on, you're my son's boyfriend! You're always welcome here," Makoto's smile faltered. [Name]'s mother still thinks that they're still together.
'[Name] didn't tell her about the break-up..'
There he stood in the middle of his ex-boyfriend's room. It was unknowingly weird for him to be there. Though, the warmness of the room was rather comforting for him. He missed this feeling. A small crept up on his face.
Makoto placed his bag on the floor, right beside the bed. He sat on the comfortable mattress and looked around. The atmosphere of the room was fitting. The smell of the room smelled exactly like [Name]s scent. Makoto relaxed at that.
His eyes drifted to the balcony. Mesmerized by bright sunlight shining into the room, creating a warm environment. He smiled a little. Reminiscing the times where they used to jokingly dance as the sun sets. Then when the night falls, they would kiss under the moonlight on the balcony. As if they were in their own little world. Just the two of them.
Yet. He ended up looking at another man's direction. How in the world he fucked up so bad?
Makoto cringed at the thought of that. Honestly, he couldn't find any reasons why he 'cheated' on [Name]. Maybe he just fell out of love and decided to not tell the male. Just because he doesn't want to break his heart. But, it broke either way. He was bound to find out about it sooner or later.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Makoto squeaked. Ah shit, he was too deep in his thought that he had forgotten where he was. "A-ah! Sorry, your mom let me in here. A-and.. uh,"
"You know what? It's fine. Don't need to answer," [Name] closed the door behind him and placed his belongings on the study table. He walked over to his ex and sat beside him.
"This is the first time in a while you've been here. Weeks, actually. How come you came back here?" [Name] asked, looking at him calmly. Makoto shifted himself to face him. He stayed silent for a second. "...I-I don't know.. I just ended up here,"
The taller male laughed. "What do you mean you just ended up here?" he continued laughing, making Makoto flush in embarrassment. "You know.. that means you were thinking of me," The green-haired male looked away. Hand over his mouth, trying to hide away his deep blush.
"So cute.. Hey, how's Nanase? You and him? Doing great?"
"No, no, no! We're aren't together!"
"Yeah.. Are you sure about that when you cheated on me? That full-blown make-out session in the lockers room? It was quite a sight," [Name] chuckled once again. Makoto frown at that memory. Biting the insides of his cheek and everted his eyes to the ground. He was just too needy. He didn't know why he felt that way. [Name] being not part of the swim club wasn't helping. In addition, the said male was also too busy with his own club.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean it to turn out this way..." the swimmer whispered lowly. Grip tightening on his thighs. Looking straight down to the floor. He was ashamed. Ashamed of himself.
The [h/c] head's face softened as he face forwards. "You know.. You may fall out of love with me, but I'm still in love with you. When I found about you and Nanase, don't you know how my heart came shattering? I thought to myself, did I do something wrong? Am I not doing enough for him? Something along with the lines,"
"I made a promise. If you remember. To love you 'till whatever extend. It was foolish of me, wasn't it? A damn fucking fool. I was so blinded by love that I forgot about my feelings. I loved you as if my life depended on it but you just throw me away like I'm just a useless item,"
"Look, Makoto. I really don't know what's going on in your head when you did that. You're the most amazing person ever. You're caring, loving, kind and all of that stuff. I never see you as the type of person who would cheat. Maybe it's just something wrong with me. I-I just-.. I just don't kno-"
[Name] felt something touch his lips. His eyes widened seeing his ex's lips connected with his. Forcing him into a kiss. He was shocked of course, but he needed this. He kissed him back. Makoto pinned him down on the bed. The kiss was rough, sloppy. But they both needed this. Yet, this felt so wrong.
Makoto was the one who pulled away first. Leaving both of them panting for air. A single droplet fell onto [Name]'s [s/t] [s/c] cheek. He looked up at the male on top of him. Crying and sniffling. The [h/c] was in dazed. He chuckled as tears swell up in his eyes.
"What the hell? Are you trying to play with my feelings? Why aren't you saying anything?" He sobbed. His eyes squint a little, creating light wrinkles at the corner of his eyes. His mouth twitched into a deep frown. "Please say something...?" He whispered.
"...I love you... I still love you..! Please.. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I-I don't know why I cheated on you in the first place..! Please, [Name].. Please!" Makoto leaned against his head against [Name]'s chest. Sobbing into it uncontrollably. The [h/c] head's breath hitched and let out a sigh. One arm wrapped over the weeping male while the other played with his hair. "Makoto...-"
"[Name].. Will you please give me a second chance?" The swimmer whimpered, emphasizing the word 'Please'. His voice was muffled and shaky. Hands clenching tightly on [Name]'s shirt. The said male smiled softly and raked up Makoto's olive green hair. "Makoto... Calm down okay? I'll give you a second chance..."
"Really..?" Makoto sniffled, lifting his head to look at the male under him. [Name] grinned at him and nodded. He swiftly crawled upwards and cupped his now boyfriend's face, leaning in for another kiss. This time it was passionate and sweet. They both loved it. They both pulled away and chuckled. [Name]'s eyes drifted away and look out the balcony. It seems like the day is ending.
