Trembling Memories Of The Time

Chapter 55

Ryle's POV

I heard an explosion from above while I'm just trying to calm Raylie down. He kept screaming and pulling his hair like he's in pain. Though, I don't know why he is suddenly acting like this. He was fine a moment ago, all silent and waiting for this to end.

When I looked up to the sky a helicopter is already falling—parts of helicopter are falling in the sea water.

The moment the helicopter exploded, Raylie screamed the loudest voice he could do. He was wriggling so much like he wants to run and go somewhere. I didn't let go of him 'cause I don't know what will happen to him if I do so, and what he might do.

There I see in the sea a man trying to swim. I can't see clearly who that guy is but I can tell it's Mathew. The way I heard his scream earlier is the proof that Queenie—was in that helicopter.

A thought suddenly crossed my mind, I hugged my son tightly as he tried to escape my arms. I can't help but shed tears for them.

"I will go and check. Stay here." I nodded at Mae. Damon is walking towards us with his furious expression on his face.

Of course, Queenie is her little sister, he must be in pain right now especially when I learned that he did his best to capture those men who put a trauma on her. I learned that just today.

"I'm sorry." He said and crouched down.

"Wh—" He hit my son's nape and Raylie fainted.

"Let's find Yunnie." Sigh. I guess it's for the best. I carried him properly on my arms. My poor son, he endured so much today.

No one spoke while we're heading to the other side of this island. Only the cries of the sea can be heard, even the brushing of leaves against each other are silent.

Not even a lot of steps, I'm sure it's not just me but also Damon heard a thunderous voice echoing. I immediately ran when I recognized Yunnie's voice.

She's on top of someone, stabbing his chest constantly. She moved to someone with her bloody dagger while shouting ' die', she's really furious.

The way she stabbed all of the guys getting in her way are way too deep that I can hear them pleading for their life to be spared.

"No, please spare my life. I have a fami—" She slit his throat before stabbing his chest too.

She is definitely out of control again. But this one seems to be different like on another level of hatred is forming within her.

"Just let her be....." What? Let her be? "She's frustrated and furious." No, I don't think so. It's not just those two but there's also a hint of pain gleaming in her eyes.

She's not shedding tears but I can feel it. She knows what she's doing while unconsciously being in pain. My wretch wife. How I wish I could catch all of her pain. Let me feel it all instead.

I can't bear to see my son and wife suffering like this.

"NO ONE SHALL BE FORGIVEN!" How hard must it be for her? I didn't even noticed that I'm trembling not because I fear her but because I'm also frustrated that I can't do anything to help her.

She kept stabbing them all, their blood are all splattering everywhere in their area. Yunnie looks like she just got out of her bloody bath. Soaking her whole body and getting up.

I'm starting to wonder about how many times did this happened to her in the past? How did he managed to stay strong? How did she overcome the frustration? If only I met her earlier, I could know her and share her pain with me.

I would love to help her ease every awful feeling she has then and now.

But letting her be and do it until she get satisfied.... I can't do that. Her suffering will jut get bigger.

I gave Raylie to Damon, this might be a foolishness of me but I can't let her be in pain by herself. "What are you doing?"

"I know that I can't calm her down but I can't also let her be. She's my wife, Damon." And I treasure her the most—I love her the most.

"You're a fool. But sure go ahead.... Do what I failed to do." I turned around without giving him an answer because I don't know what to say. Be both failed to do what we need to do for her.

She needs me now and I promised our son that I will protect his mom—my wife even if it cost my life.

I walked towards her without minding what might happen to me. She's facing me with her back while she's on top of someone again stabbing the guy.

I crouched down and tried to hug her but she pushed me. I smiled at her and spread my arms in front of her. Come at me, I will accept all your pain and suffering. Let me love you and catch all of your emotions.

"I'm here, Yunnie, you don't have to bear anything alone—all by yourself." I can't stop myself shedding tears when I saw her lowered her weapon.

"Baby, I'm your husband. Let me be your wall, cry on my shoulders. I won't say anything but listen to your agony." I won't disappoint you again. I will stay by your side even if my life will be in danger all the time. I'll catch a bullet for you.

"Baby, I love you." Finally! She started running toward me and jump right into my arms while shedding tears.

"Waaaaaa!! Queenie...Queenie is dead!" She cried on my shoulders and when her legs gave out we both sat on the sand while she's still crying.

"Aahhhh!! M-my sister is dead. It hurts.... So much hic! My heart is shattered like a mirror." Mine too, baby, but I felt the relief when you run onto me.

I hugged her tighter. I didn't dared to say anything nor think anything what to answer her words. I just sat here and let her wet my dirty shirt. The blood on her face even transferred to my shirt.

She looks like a mess right now than when she was killing all those men earlier. I pat her head and smiled not because I'm happy but because I know that she will eventually be okay.

"Baby, let's go and meet our kids. They are worried for you." She lifted her head and stared at me with her crying eyes. They looked puffy nut still beautiful.

I wiped her face but only the tears came off. She nodded at me and stood up.

This woman is my wife and I don't regret marrying her.