The Hidden Zoldyk (Kurapika x F!Y/N Zoldyk)

part 5: Telling your secret life

I walk over to the coffee machine
"Hey Leorio" I say yawning
"Hey kiddo"
"Dude I'm only 2 years younger than you" I say making a coffee with a lot of sugar

Me and Leorio talk by the coffee machine drinking our coffee until Killua throws a pillow at me spilling my drink all over me

"Got fucking dammit Killua. You little-"

"Language " Kurapika cuts me off

"Here let me help" Leorio says taking off my sweater
"NO NO WAIT DONT-" I shout but he does it anyways

"Spider!?" Kurapika says before attacking

I grabs my broken wrist and grabs it hard and gets me in a choke hold

I hang make my legs go in between his and get a running start then flip over making him fall and let go of me

We jump around the room until I accidentally let my blood lust spill out
My eyes go black and everyone backs away from me
"CAN WE JUST TALK!?" I scream
"I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND BUT YOU KILLED MY CLAN!!!" Kurapika yells

I turn off blood lust and just stand there

He attacks at me and I don't dodge instead I let him hit me

"JUST LET ME TALK!!" I scream

"NO YOU SHOULD FEEL WHAT MY CLAN FELT AS YOU KILLED THEM!!" He yells attacking my stomach causing my to spit blood

I stand up and make my nails sharp and put them to my own neck

"HAPPY?!.." I scream cutting into my neck a little

"Y/N NO DONT TRY IT AGAIN YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME!!" Killua yells

"If you let me talk I wont n't slice deeper "
I say

Leorio grabs Kurapika and I sit with my nails still to my neck which is covered in blood

"I'm not truly in the troupe"

"bullshit! You have the damn tattoo!!" He yells at me

"I only entered to attempt to kill the boss but I didn't know how to fake the tattoo " I say

"Your full of shit!" He shouts

I cut deeper

"Is that full of shit?" I ask bleeding even more

Kurapika starts to calm down and I make my nails go away Leorio then runs to the first aid placed in the room and tends to my wounds 

Killua stares at me shocked because he's never seen me this beat while Gon is silently crying after watching one of his friends be beat by Kurapika

"Y/N....I am so sorry..." Kurapika says realizing what he did

"I'm fine" I lied

I force a smile

"I'm completely fine don't worry!" I say

"..I've been beaten worse by my family.." I whisper a little to loud and everyone looks at me and stay silent

I wipe the blood off my nose and walk to Gon who is in a corner silently crying

I squat down and lift his head up from his chin

"Listen when any of us get hurt, don't cry don't get sad trust me we will fight it through " I say giving him a true warm smile

I hug him and wipe his tears

I let go and go sit next to Killua

We fall asleep

The next day------

I wake up and make coffee

"Y/N Zoldyk please walk to the door . All others go to the back of the room or you will fail"

We do as told and the door opens and only I can leave

I begin walking but then fall through a trap door sliding down to the same fighting room as earlier.

"Oh my~ Y/N what happened?!~" Hisoka asks worridly

"Kurapika found out about the troupe and came at me, but I didn't wanna hurt him so I let him hit me" I say

"Are you sure your ok?~" Hisoka asks

"yes I am" I lie again forcing the same fake smile as before

After the person explains what were doing

"Ill go first" I say walking onto the flat form

A man comes up and demands a death match and I agree

I circle him with my slow walk move and used daggers to cut his heart out within seconds

I walk back to Hisoka and lick the blood of my dagger

He goes and kills the person In a Instant and we walk

We walk to a tunnel and walk through it but fall though a trap door and go separate ways down a slide

I laugh

I reach the end before Hisoka and wait

"Hey you! Freak!" Some random person calls out

"Who are you calling a freak!?" I yell

"ILL KILL YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO MY LITTLE BROTHER!!" The guy yells

I laugh

"oh that weakling didn't stand  a chance" I say recognizing the guy

He throws boomerang like swords at me and I dodge them with a cool split like jump

He attacks and manages to slice my lip before I kill him

I lick the blood off my lip

I here someone clapping and I look behind me

"Bravo~" Hisoka says as he stops clapping

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!!!!!THE NEXT TWO CHAPTERS ARE BONUS CHAPTERS AND TAKE PLACE AFTER U AND KURAPIKA ARE TOGETHER!!!!

~Jean☺.          (words: 860)