The next day I just woke up and felt disgusting mentally and emotionally.
The sun beamed in my eyes from the peak in the curtains. I groaned getting up and opening them fully. I tugged down my big t-shirt I wore as pajamas last night.
.. it's 8:35
Too early
I threw on some fuzzy socks and treaded down the stairs
I placed my phone down on my living room coffee table about to go get some breakfast but I just paused
I picked my phone up and scrolled to the contact I knew I needed so badly
My Bucky
No answer to his phone as I expected so I just left a message
"Hi Bucky. I just want to say I'm extremely sorry and I could never take back what I did but I-I hope.. we can take us back soon. Call me when you get a chance"
I took out some cereal and the milk and a bowl. My pity breakfast. Until I noticed my milk was spoiled.
Well great
I went back upstairs to get into an actual outfit. I threw some of my essentials into a bag along with a change of clothes and my t-shirt pajamas.
I grabbed my keys and left
I didn't even knock. I just walked into Dahlias house
"What do you want"
She playfully asks from her couch
Her smile slowly fades when she notices my upset vibe. So she sits up straight and opens her arms
She could always tell when to back off and comfort me and when I wanted to talk about my feelings. But today I just wanted to be around someone
Anyone
I was just not in the headspace today to be wallowing away in my own darkness
Driving over I made a vow with myself that no matter how long it took I would call Bucky every morning noon and night. I was still trying to think of more i could do but I couldn't think of much especially with my clouded state of mind right now
Dahlia and I watched a show and had some snacks. She kept trying to cheer me up but as much as I wanted it to work I just.. couldn't..
"Hey Bucky. Me again. Call me when you can."
When I came back into the living room after I did my call dahlia was trying to tell me to go out with her to get groceries but I didn't want to one bit.
Bucky
"She's persistent"
"She always has been"
"It's been 3 calls now. And there's definitely more coming. But she sounds really upset about it"
"It took a huge toll on her. I saw her the other day and she was just.."
Steve says sitting down at my dining table
"But I just hate what she did and I love her but there was no her in what she did"
I sit down across him
"You should talk to her"
"I don't think I can"
"Why?"
"It's just too much too soon"
"It's almost been a week"
"Exactly"
I get up and walk over to my couch and switch on the tv
"Ya know it's just not fair. When things were just looking up it went down more than I could've ever imagined"
Steve sighs as he gets to walk over to me
"You two are inseparable. She's here now in this time for you"
"And you"
"Mainly you buck"
"It's too frustrating"
I sit on the arm of my couch
"I know man"
Steve pulled me into a hug
"I know man.."
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History of You and Me
FanfictionA girl named Diane had been really good friends with Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers. They had met when they were little and everyone would always call them the perfect trio. They'd go everywhere and do everything together. Diane had developed a crush...
