Started with a bet

The hurt of loosing .

Emma's POV ...

Weeks have been flying by where nearly in August and I couldn't wait my mother and father were coming to visit for two weeks , I couldn't wait to show them around and introduce them to everybody.
Today was Tuesday and I felt so crappy but I had to be here at work today the office was so quiet Paul and the members of D12 including Marshall were at a press release in LA the first one in ages with them all together. Nothing has happened between me and Marshall since that night and I'm grateful that it hasn't as we have became good friends .

I was sitting at my desk when I got a shooting pain in my lower stomach and back that made scream, Leah comes running through the door .
" Emma what's wrong ?" She asks coming over to my side
" I don't know Leah but I don't feel well and I'm in so much pain " I cry .
" shit we should get you to a doctor you look so pale " she suggested .
" I don't know if I can get there myself , I feel so dizzy and one of us need to stay here " I cried .
" imma call Kim " she said pulling out her phone .
She was on it for a few minutes looking at me every now again , she hung up and came up to me .
" Kim's on her way she's going to take you to the emergency room , il stay here and cover okay " she smiled.
" thank you Leah I appreciate it so much , if Paul calls will you just fill him in please . " I ask trying to find the Emery to smile .
" Of course don't be worrying , you just get yourself better okay " she smiled .

About 20 minutes later I was sitting in Kim's car on the way to the hospital, the journey there was completely silent I couldn't talk or the pain would get worse. We finally reached the hospital where I was seen straight away as it was quiet they did blood and urine tests also a ultrasound.  After all that me and Kim were just waiting in a room for someone to come in and tell me what was going on .

" Kim you didn't have to stay you should be home with the girls " I said .
" God I'm not leaving you here by yourself are you mad ! The girls are with Robert they are fine don't be worrying about them when your so ill" she smiled taking my hand .
" Thank you so much , I would be lost without you and Leah thank you for everting ye do " I said squeezing her hand .
" Sorry I hope I'm not interrupting anything " a old man in a while coat came in .
" no not at all " I smiled .
" ok then Miss Mathews , I'm dr Harris I have your tests results " he said staring at the end of bed .
" oh okays " I mumbled.
" sorry miss Scott would you like to wait outside " he looked at him .
" can she stay please ?"I asked .
" yes of course aslong as you don't mind me talking about your results while she's here " he said .
" it's okay " I smiled .
" well in that case I'm sorry to tell you this miss Mathews but it seems you are suffering from an ectopic pregnancy, we're lucky we caught it when we did we will be able to save the Fallopian tube . Now we will have to do a procedure to clear everything it only takes about an hour you will be fully asleep but we will have to do it now incase your tube ruptures. I know this is a lot to take in and I'm very sorry about your loss mrs Mathews . A nurse will be in soon to get you ready any questions?" he said .
" eeeh how far along was I?. I asked, Kim squeezing my hand to comfort me .
" it seems you were about 6 weeks miss Mathews, again I'm so sorry and il see you when it's time for surgery " he put his hand on my shoulder and walked out of the room.

I just broke down completely how can i be this upset and broken over something I didn't know I had . I could feel the heaviness on my chest from crying so much .

" Emma I'm so sorry honey " Kim said hugging me .
" it's okay " I cried .
" Emma I know you probably don't want to answer this but who ?" She asked looking at me .
" i -" I looked away crying .
" oh god honey , it's okay " she pulled me into a hug .
I knew from that moment she knew who it was but she never said a word .
" hello dear my name is Yvonne I'm your nurse , now I know this is a difficult time for you but I'm going to get you ready for surgery okay ? .  Miss Scott if you want to leave and come back ? She will be out of surgery and recovery in about 2 hours " she smiled at Kim .
" I can wait here Emma " she smiled at me .
" no no Kim go home and see the girls il be okay " I said .
" okay il go home but il be back as soon as your out okay " she hugging me and leaving .
" now dear you go in there and get changed il be right here " she said pointing to the bathroom .