Talking To The Moon [z.m.]

32: No Control

Zayn's POV

Waking up beside her, I'm a loaded gun. There was nothing to stop my growing erection when I woke up beside her and seeing her naked and beautiful body. I couldn't contain it in me. Faith always had the body that would send me up to the heavens, no matter how much weight she put on since having Alex, every time I saw it in it's pure form, I couldn't stop myself from having any control.

She sleeps beside me while I spoon her. The sheets cover her body but they don't stop me from being able to touch her from underneath the covers. I pull her closer with my hand, wrapping itself around her waist and pulling her closer to me. She doesn't bother to wake up and I don't want her to. All I want to do is admire her and the peace we finally found.

Last night had gone what I hoped it would be. She finally knew the truth, everything that I've been keeping from her for the past months. Now that she knew, there wasn't anything more to hide from each other. We were finally able to begin again. And we began by devoting ourselves to each other and our bodies.

I could never get used to Faith and the way she felt underneath or on top of me. Being able to feel her skin against mine made me feel prideful because I was the only person in the world who knew how she felt and how it felt like to be with her in the most beautiful way. Last night had proved so many things. One, nothing could keep us from each other. Two, I couldn't live without her. And three, being with Faith is all I needed in life.

There were so many things that I felt like I needed in life. Many of them were money, success, and power. But I didn't really know that those things weren't that important until I met Faith and fell in love with her. Now that I know how love feels like and what it is, those things that I thought I needed didn't matter anymore. Of course money, success, and power mattered, but they could never compare to the feeling of being in love. They didn't give me an ounce of the happiness Faith gave me. And luckily now I had that love back.

I feel her breathe beside me, her hand slowly looking for mine on the sheets. I smile seeing her body wanting to search for mine. I inch my hand to hers and they immediately intertwine, reacting to each other. She pulls our hands to her chest and keeps them there. I lean down and kiss her neck, knowing that she has woken up.

"Good morning, baby."

I smile against her neck, causing goosebumps to rise on her skin. Her shoulder nudges my chin, wanting to lift it up while I laugh lightly against her ear. She opens her eyes and scoots so she's laying on her back. I scoot as she does so and stare down at her. She smiles, her beautiful brown eyes gazing into mine. My eyes trail down and spot the love bites I left on her chest. I grin, I've always loved marking her. I lean down and kiss all five of them while her hand reaches to the back of my neck and hums as I kiss her skin.

"Good morning." She speaks quietly.

My head rises and I peck on every inch of her face while she giggles. I let out a laugh as I do so, continuing my innocent action. I love how light this morning feels, with no heavy weight on my shoulders. There wasn't anything keeping me from her anymore. As a celebration to that, I kiss her and rub our noses together.

I see her smile and feel her hand on the back of my neck, pulling me closer before she kisses me again. I can feel my erection press into her thigh, the reason why she is blushing.

"Your partner's excited?" She asks in the most innocent type of tone. It amuses me because what she's spoken isn't innocent at all. But she's Faith, and Faith can do whatever she wants as long as she doesn't leave me anymore. I know that she won't.

"Maybe," I smirk against her mouth. A smile sets on her lips. "Do you want to help it?" I can't help but ask. Even though it's morning and I feel kind of tired from last night's activity, I'm up for it again if she'd like to. I've officially lost my senses.