The Minimalist (yandere!Tears of Themis x reader)

Cool beanzzzz

so i realized ive never done a get to know me chapter. 

ive got 22 followers and two books in the number 2 and number 1 spot in ToT so why not. 

feel free to ask some questions in the comments and ill answer them. 

cool stuff

i survived a one in a million disease called HLH. its so rare that i have to go to a specialist and ive only met three other people (one passed away from it) with HLH. i have heard of a total of 5 people with it. 

so yeah, im quite literally one in a million. 

on my neck i have scars from treatment that look like i was bit by a vampire. its kinda funny cause most people either think their hickies (it was a very very odd interaction with teachers when i was a kid and they would see them, they thought they were bad bruises, cigarette burns, or hickies) on my chest i have an inch wide scar thats from a central line, its right on my boob and also looks like a hickie, so teachers were very concerned when i would lean over and there was a 'hickie' on my chest. 

my favorite subject in school is science, mainly biology. i grew up around doctors and in hospitals so i understand everyhting about the immune system and the human body. i had the sex talk when i was 7/8 because i went through puberty then. so sex ed was pretty much a walk in the park. 

im 17, my birthdays in november. 

im Bisexual with a girl preference, and nonbinary. i have a boyfriend and all my exes were extremely mean to me. 

my favorite song is Alien blues by Vundabar. 

my favorite lyric goes like this 

'i need to purge my urges

shame! shame! shame!' its from Alien blues. i like it for multiple reasons. 

i have a lot of mental health problems, and among them is Borderline harm OCD and extreme intrusive thoughts. im borderline because i dont have any 'active' compulsions, or things i perform in the physical world, but i have a lot of mental compulsions and intrusive thoughts. a lot of the time they tell me to do really horrible things like hurt other people and myself, thats why its harm OCD. i hold extreme shame and fear and guilt over these thoughts. its so bad i dont talk to anyone besides my therapist about what they contain, and i cant bring myself to talk about some of them. 

i have a hard time understanding that an intrusive thought isnt what i want. so i always want to 'purge my urges' and i always feel intense shame around them. it kind of fits. 

but yeah anyways, if you listen to that song, it feels like H-OCD. 

also the guitar riff, and baseline is literally amazing and makes me nut. 

i play a shit ton of instruments. 

ukulele, guitar, violin, piano, kalimba, clarinet, saxophone.

im self taught, and i have ADHD and sensory issues so music is one of the few things that help me calm. 

in fact i had a mental breakdown during therapy and cut my hair :'). it was below my shoulders, now its a little longer than my ears. and then i dyed it Blue, before it was half green half purple. 

anyways. enough with my mental illness. 

i play a lot of video games. 

sims 4, warframe, and all the halos. 

and of course ToT, obey me and i was thinking of getting Mr. Love choice mobile. but i dont think i will just cause i dont feel like it. 

my fav characters go like this

Beelzebub and Belphie

Diavolo

simeon

barbatos

solomon

ToT

Vyn

Artem

Marius

Darius

Luke. 

yeah i hate luke so much. idk why but i hate him so much. cant wait for his three years to be up. 

anyways, since ive run out of things to say im just gonna put these lil guys down here. im not gonna put a real pic of myself, so i made these on picrew. they look like me. 

so yeah, thats all i can really say for now, but feel free to ask questions in the comments.