Hanamaki paced back and forth, playing with his fingers. Usually, he would be calm. Usually, he would stay still. Usually, negative thoughts weren't an issue.
But not today. Not on such an important and life-altering day.
"Hanamaki?"
Hanamaki looked up. "Is it over? Is he okay? Did something happen?"
"Everything went really well!"
"Oh good! He didn't fight the anesthetic?"
"Not as much as we thought he would have."
Hanamaki smiled. He followed the nurse to where his drowsy lover was. Matsukawa was mostly asleep, his eyes opening every few minutes. "Hey there..."
Matsuwaka waved with a finger, humming softly.
"You feeling okay?"
Matsukawa opened his eyes. He grinned lazily. "Mm... Yeah."
"Oh boy, you look high."
"Duh." Matsukawa closed his eyes. He hummed a soft tune, playing with his blankets. "No more boobies~"
"You dork."
Matsukawa's brows furrowed. "Wait, do I have boobies?"
"No." Hanamaki helped a nurse put weights on his legs. He looked up as Matsukawa whined loudly. "What is it?"
"Hold my hand."
"What's wrong?" Hanamaki slipped his hand into the other male's. "Does something hurt or something like that?"
"Mm... Mm... Woozy."
Hanamaki ran his fingers through his hair, staring lovingly at him. "Bad woozy?"
"Dizzy... Tired."
"Ooh." Hanamaki kissed his forehead. "That's okay... Just relax and take some deep breaths."
A nurse looked up. "Would you like some water Matsukawa?"
"Mhmm."
Hanamaki laughed softly. He gently cupped Matsukawa's cheek. "You're adorable."
"Hehe. Thank you hot stuff."
"Are you trying to hit on me?"
"Yeah!" Matsukawa giggled. "You're hot."
"Thank you."
"Ha... I need a penis."
"Jesus Christ."
"Boobies are sooo expensive."
"Yes, they are." The nurse handed Matsukawa water. The ravenette stared at the cup in his hand. His lip trembled. "What is it?"
"I can't feel my arms enough to drink my water..."
"Oh, honey..."
"I need help..."
Hanamaki lifted the cup and led Matsukawa to drink. He knew to be careful when the other male was upset and he knew how much he loved pet names when he was upset. "Mm... Kisses. Please?"
"Many kisses." He kissed the drowsy male, holding his hand to stop it from touching his chest. Matsukawa whined at him, trying to reach up. "What is it?"
"My chin itches. Lemme fix it."
"I got it." Hanamaki scratched his chin gently. "Better?"
"Mhmm!" Hanamaki stared at his boyfriend. Matsukawa smiled at him. "I did it."
