Hell's Devils MC Queen

31

Two Months Later

●*SHAY*●

It has been two fucking months since JC abandon me and our baby with no clues as to why...

I am two months into my pregnancy and showing a little baby bump which I think is so cute. This should be the happiest time of me and JC lives, but he is no where to be fucking found. JC should be sharing this happy time with me but he isn't because he is god knows where not returning anyone's calls or messages. How could JC just leave me like this? Alone and pregnant. I feel so alone without him.

So you are probably wondering what the hell happen...so am I...I don't get or understand JC reasons for leaving me after everything. Two months ago JC and I were celebrating our engagement and the happy news we ere expecting with our family and friends and then...puff!!! JC Disappears with no word to anyone.

The first couple of days were really hard for me after JC left. I was in a lot of pain and depressed. l was blaming my self, wondering what I did wrong and what I did, why he left me. Then I realized I did nothing wrong, that JC made the choice to leave us. After realizing JC chose to leave me and our child, whatever love I had for him turned into anger and resentment. How could he destroy our happiness our love like this? Everything he ever said to me was a lie, because if JC really loved me he wouldn't have hurt me like this. I felt the tears stream down my face.

I moved to New Orleans a month ago after JC left to be closer to daddy and Karley, leaving my life in Arizona behind. It was a real hard decision to make and one I didn't make lightly but daddy and Karley wanted me near, especially since I was pregnant and JC was gone now. I decided to keep my home in Arizona as a family home when I go to vist Grace and Daniel during the hoildays. I brought a four bedroom and bathroom house with an amazing outdoor pool and garden to die for in the French Quarter. I was not to far away from the clubhouse. I wanted to be close. That really appeased my father beacuse I was so close, he and the club could keep an eye on me and protected me. It was massive inside with a beautiful elegant entrance inside when you just walk in. Don't get me started on the kitchen. The kitchen was gorgeous and big, with warm accent colors, marble counter tops, and tile floors.

I was in my room getting ready for my doctor's appointment. Today I will be doing my first ultrasound. I wish that JC was here to experience this wonderful and exciting moment with me. "You said you would go through this adventure called parenthood with me". I cry, slamming my fist on the dresser. What a fucking liar I thought angrily.

I decided on a cute pink romper showing off my little bump with cute black ballerina flats. I did my makeup light and my hair in a messy pony tail. I was ready to go after taking one last look in the floor length mirror.

It was a little after 10 in the morning when I parked my car in the hospital parking lot. I cut the engine and checked my phone. Still no calls or messages from JC, I tear up. I sit in my car for a minute or two thinking, now I am going to be a single mother just like my mama was. I am going to be taking care of a baby all by my self...Damn you JC...damn you... I wipe my fallen tears angrily. I get out of the car, heading into the building.

When I walk in, and walk up to reception I see Karley, Bobbi-Lynn and Viper, all standing there waiting for me. I start to cry at seeing them all here.

"Hey guys what are you doing here?" I wipe my tears away.

"Hey baby, The girls and I wanted to be here for you. We wanted to show our support". Karley embraces me in a big hug. I felt so much love I cried again, hugging her back.

"Has he called you Karley?"

"I am sorry darlin' he hasn't. I have left numerous messages for him through". She smiles sadly