Hell's Devils MC Queen

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Bahamas - ( One Week Later)

●*SHAY*●

The last week in the Bahamas was absolutely amazing. Liam was right I loved the cabin we stayed in, it was so mesmerizing. The cabin set on the water on a private beach with a view to die for out on the deck. It was our last night here in the Bahamas and I dreaded the conversation I must have with Liam. He will be devastated when I tell him it's over. I hope and pray that someday he will forgive me. I stare out at the beautiful crystal blue water as the sky turned a nice shade of purples and blues as the sun was setting. I felt Liam put his arms around my growing bump and nuzzle my neck.

"You have been distant this whole trip Shay. What is going on?" Liam turns me around in his arms.

I sign knowing I need to be honest with him. "We need to talk about us Liam. I have been putting this off because I don't want to hurt you and ruin this beautiful trip".

I step out of his embrace and I see he is hurt by this but I need a clear head to say what I am going to say.

"Shay you are scaring me here. If this is about JC I told you already I'm not scared of him". He steps closer and I stop him.

"I need to say this Liam before this goes any further than it already has. I care about you so much Liam I can't bear to keep doing this to you, you deserve better than my shit." I turn and look back at the water. Liam is quiet waiting for me to continue and some how I find my courage to do what I need to do.

"This is about JC." I begin, knowing the tears are not far behind. " You have been so wonderful to me. Wanting to be with me, knowing I am pregnant for another man but the truth is I have been hiding, using you because I am scared and it's not fair to you Liam".

"Shay- What do you mean?". He asks quietly I barely hear him.

"I am still in love with JC Liam. That is what I am saying". The tears start to stream down my face. This is killing me to hurt him. Liam is such a wonderful man, he will make a lucky woman happy one day.

His face is void and without emotions. This is what I didn't want, I feel so guilty for hurting him this way.

"JC is my soulmate and the father of my unborn babies. If everything had worked out I would be planning my wedding". I turn around from looking at the water to see the devastation I caused.

"After everything that man has put you through you still love him?" He says with anger.

"Yes I do. I know he made mistakes but my heart will always belong to JC". I full on sob now.

"I'm fucking in love with you Shay, don't you see that? This is our second chance... please don't do this". He takes me in his arms and kisses me with such passion but it's not the same. My heart is only for one man and that is JC.

"Did you not feel anything?" He breaks the kiss and lets me go.

"I am so sorry Liam I don't feel that kind of love for you, not since we were teenagers. I thought I could but I would be lying to myself and you. I do care about you and hope one day you will learn to forgive me". I sob even harder.

"Why can't you see that I am the better man. That we are perfect for each other".

"You are a good man Liam I just can't love you like you want me too, not when I am in love with someone else. We would only end up hating each other. After everything we ment to each other I didn't want that to happen. I want you to be happy. I want you to find someone that will make you happy again".