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Is there something wrong with me?

Or the situation I've been thrown?

Am I no longer worthy?

Or is it just an insecurity 


Whatever so, one won't know

The problem is persistent 

I didn't create 

For years of existence 

One day I must face


It's obscure, you'll think I'm insane

Imaginative, delusional, all a misunderstanding 

Truth is not what it seems like

For years i've Been living a lie 


Voices were around me, ignored

It was suffocating, so I ran, hid

I ran from the truth

Being manipulated in the process

Hating wrong, loving wrong

Never been the right daughter


A year before, I told you

But you didn't believe me

Just like I didn't

The truth's too obscure 

I guess you can't help

Sorry to waste your time


This is a poem, again wrote a few months ago. When I felt overwhelmed but decided to seek help or comfort. Only to go against it. Kind of how I am :P


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