Do you ever look in the mirror?
Just as a reminder?
You don't know what you're reminding yourself of or for
Is it to see if you can still smile?
Is it to see if you actually look good?
Is it to check if you could smile when you're alone?
Or is it
To look into the reflection eyes
To see if you could try to read it
To see if it's showing helplessness? Hopelessness?
Or a bubbling resilience to bounce back despite all?
Is it to check if your existence is there?
Is it to check if you're actually enjoying or
are on verge of crying
Is it to check if other compliments about you are true?
Is it to see if you're okay?
Is it to touch the surface and tell yourself
"Everything will be alright."?
Is it to remind you
that crying doesnt look good on you
Do you ever just check the mirror?
Just to let it tell you your mental state
Because everything is so obscure, so confusing
And you don't know anything anymore
Do you check the mirror
To remind you that you're there
To remind you it'll take time
But maybe
Everything will be okay
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Candid Heartstrings
PuisiThe candid beats of a heart The unfiltered voice inside That finally sets it's free Let me present a mere display of words Behind which, hides memories, anguish, fears, dreams and tears Let's have a view of The poetries I wrote for myself The quot...
