Daddy's girl • T.H

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Tom pov:

It's been a week since our little interaction with y/n, we made a sort of pact, yes again, she said she had to go back to her place, and honestly I didn't wanted her to go, so I found excuses for her to stay but she is damn stubborn when she wants to, BUT so am I.
So she's staying at her place the week but the week-end she comes over to mine.
We are friends, and I won't deny it anymore, yes I know I shouldn't because she is technically only my mission but I care about her she is my friend, and I'm scared because I think I am starting to like her, I don't know what it feels like to actually like someone because it never happened to me before.
I need to talk to my mom about it, definitely.
She is not in this secret agency thing so she'll know what to do but -
"SIR!" someone brought me out of my thoughts.
I looked up and actually remembered I was in class. I looked over at Y/n and she looked at me with big eyes and her eyebrows up.
"Y-Yeah?"
"Are you alright, you zoned out for a second." Someone said, a boy, sitting next to Y/n.
I never saw him in this class, what the fuck.
"Uhm, yeah, daydreaming sorry. So...!" I clapped my hands together and started talking about random shits.
"Ok now I would like you to do a free writing, write anything that come through your mind, I want emotions, I want to cry or laugh or be scared when I read them, it will be tested, since next week it's winter break you'll have the whole break to give me something good, I don't want something wrapped up in 2 minutes, it can be a story, a revue about a subject that is important to you, and argumentation but I want to be convinced I wanna feel something with your text, okay? You can start a plan now or whatever you want but know that this will take 20% of the final evaluation. Now take your pencil and get. to. work."

Everyone took something to write and started to think and write, my gaze drifted on Y/n and I saw her talking to the guy next to her and shaking his hand, since when is she socializing?

The whole class was working and I was writing messages to my father to keep him updated on my mission that was going extremely slow. I always wrapped them by finding my clues and done, but this one seems to keep getting me distracted and I couldn't really do anything about it.

The class finished and I made signe to y/n to stay. She told something to Rue and she was going to come over to me, when this boy grabbed her arm and told her something, she smiled at him and nodded and i thought I was going to scream and punch him when i saw him leaned him to kiss y/n cheeks, which she was taken aback from.
She's finally coming down to me and when everybody's out I immediately wrap my arms around her hiding her face in my chest.
"Tom, what are you doing?" she laughed and pushed back
"I just missed you" I said and brought her for another hug and looked down, I got a perfect view of her open bag and I saw there was a bag of pills. I thought she stopped that shit.
Next to it there is a bottle and I don't even know what's in it.
"Y/n?"
"Yeah?" she asked me, backing off to look into my eyes.
I tried to ask her, are you doing it again? Are you lying to me? but I can't. I am just frozen.
"Y/n you coming?" Someone asks and I look up seeing Angel in the doorway.
"Yeah" She say back then look at me
"You wanted to ask me something?"
Yes I wanted to, but should I? Should I care this much? Will she listen to me anyways?

I was looking at her thinking about if I should say something or not. She is so beautiful. I studied the shape of her face, I saw them so many times but somehow everytime I look at her I feel like I found something new and even more interesting than the last one.
But the thing that always amazes me is how she can make you feel just looking into her eyes.
It makes you lose your balance, you can't find your words and you just want to look into them forever.
"Tom?"
"Yeah?" I whispered but I couldn't take my eyes out of hers.
"You wanted to ask me something"
And I finally snapped out of my thoughts, shaking my head.
"No, no. Yeah... no sorry"
"Ok... well, I'll see you." She looked one last time at me, confused and then walked away from me.
What is happening to me?