Playgirl's Addiction

20

4 months later...

So, a lot has happened within these past four months. Starting with the simple stuff, after what happened between Raven, Derrick, and I. Raven ended up moving out. Her and Derrick actually have a place together two blocks down from us. They've come over to visit a few times, however, I've been keeping my distance. Jason was pretty pissed off at both of them, but Raven is his blood sister, so he had to keep her close to him, but she had to leave cause we we're arguing too much, and I tried to fight her about 4 or 5 times. I know that's bad because she's pregnant and all but to be honest I truly couldn't care less after what she did to me. Also, Christina and Andre are now in a relationship with each other. I'm still fuzzy on the details with how that happened but I'm happy for them. Aaron and Iris are still together, and she still hates me. He's tried talking to me a few times in school, but Iris always shows up before he can even get his words out.

Nick left on a trip with some of his friends last week and won't be back for another week or so. Me and Jay ended up becoming good friends and have been hanging out every now and then. He's even done some bets with me which was fun. Then, as for how I'm doing genially... not the best. I mean school is going well, the club is thriving, and I've been doing different things to spice up my bets and stuff so those have also been fun, but I don't know I guess I just don't feel like myself. I'm taking a break from the dance team right now too because I just wasn't feeling that anymore. I'm still captain of the team, Roya's just taking over for me though because like I said, I needed a break.

In all honesty, I've barely left the house let alone my room and it's been worrying Jason like crazy. I just haven't felt like myself ever since me and Aaron stopped talking. It's weird.

...

*Knicks*

"Come in!" I said as I opened my eyes and glanced at the door before closing them again. I've been laying on my bed with my eyes closed for the past hour or so just thinking about everything. As I heard the door to my room opening, I opened my eyes and turned my head to see Jason entering my room a bit and leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed.

"Someone's at the door for you."

"Who?"

"Don't know, you're going to have to leave your room and come downstairs to see."

"Why can't they just come up?"

"Why can't you just leave your room for once?" I could hear the irritation in Jason's voice as he spoke. He's tried almost everything to get me out of my room and out of the house. Only things I've left both places for is to shower, eat which is rare nowadays, go to school, and to check on the club. So, I know his patients are starting to run thin.

"I do leave my room."

"I'm not talking about the few things that require you to leave your room, I'm talking about the fact you need to get out of bed and go do something."

"Tell whoever it is to either come up or to text me what they need. Otherwise, I'm not seeing them." I turned around so that my back was now facing Jason. I heard him sigh before he left downstairs.

After a few minutes I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. Either Jason is coming up or the person he said was at the door for me is on their way up.

"Winter?"

Aaron? Is that Aaron's voice I hear? Or am I tripping?

I turned around as I quickly sat up and looked over at the door to see Aaron standing there. I raised my eyebrow at him in question. He sighed as he walked all the way into my room, closing the door, then taking a seat on my desk chair. I watched his movement closely trying to figure out why he's here. He hasn't been to visit me since I left for my trip with the dance team, and because of Iris he doesn't even talk to me at school anymore.