Playgirl's Addiction

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"Don't do that. You know how I get when you do that and especially when you do it like that. I'm trying to hold back and take this slow like you asked but you aren't making that easy right now."

I shrugged my shoulders and sat on my knees in front of him as I took the tub of ice cream out of his hands and closed it then set it to the side. I then moved my hands to my hair letting it out of the bun that I had it in which allowed it to fall past my shoulders down to the end on my back. Once me and Aaron made eye contact, I held it as my hands moved the top I was wearing which had a bow tied in the front to keep it closed so it would stay on and not reveal much. I slowly undid the bow allowing the shirt to open and show the black laced bra I had on. Aaron's eyes instantly flickered to my chest before coming back up to meet my eyes.

I let the shirt slowly fall off my shoulders before I moved so that I was now straddling him.

"I- I'm not going to be able to hold back if you keep doing things like this."

"I don't want you too anymore. You've done enough to prove it to me, I'll be your girl and I'll stop being a playgirl." I whispered to him as I felt him starting to get hard underneath me.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I'm sure and I want you. Aaron, I want you to make love to me."

He instantly smiled at my request as he kissed me. This wasn't like all the other kisses, not like one I shared with anyone else. No, this was real, this is what a real kiss filled with love felt like. This is the kind I have been looking for all this time. Aaron wrapped his hands around my waist as he pulled me closer to him and I placed my hands on his shoulders. He slowly deepened the kiss as I lightly began to grind on him.

**SMUT**SMUT**SMUT**SMUT**

Soon enough the kiss became heated but still slow. I could tell that he was trying to take his time despite the fact that everything in him was telling him to just hurry and take me. I smiled lightly to myself at that because it really showed how much he cared about doing this right. Making love and having sex have always been two different things to me. to me sex is just sex and there really isn't much else to that, but making love, I've always felt like that is more special, like so much more love and attention goes into it. It's hard to explain but I'm sure you get it.

Without breaking the kiss Aaron slowly started moving so that I was lying flat on my back while he was placed between my legs. He broke the kiss as he removed his shirt and tossed it to the side then came back to me as he took my hand holding them as he began to kiss me again. After that kiss lasted for a good minute or two, he started trailing kisses down my jawline to my collar bone then down to down to my chest. He unclipped my bra as he tossed that to the side as well before he just sat there staring at my body which was half naked. For the first time in a very long time I felt self conscious and covered my body with my arms which caused him to take them and lightly move them out of the way.

"Don't. You look beautiful. The way your skin glows under this lighting makes it truly show the goddess that you are. Tonight, I'm going to make sure that you know that."

I smiled as he pecked my lips before moving to my breast. He took one into his mouth as he moved his tongue around my erect nipple and sucked on it, at the same time he massaged the other one. Then switched after a few minutes making sure that he gave them both attention. Once he finished there he trailed light kisses down my stomach to my waistline. The further down he went the heavier my breathing got.

"S-Shit" I breathed out as I lightly put my head back and moved my hands so they were kind of above my head lightly gripping the picnic blanket. When I felt him stop I looked up to see him looking at me.