MY PAIN CANNOT BE HEALED

(CH-27)I MADE A DECISION

WOMEN - mard jaat na samajh sake aaurat kah dard lekin tu aaurat ho k na samjhi aaurat kah dard

BON - Th..Thak..Thakumaaa

Thakumaa - Bondita meri bacchi

BON - Thakumaa (hugs thakuma)

SAMP - Thakumaa (she to joins the hug)

Thakumaa - kyasi ho meri dono bacchiya

SAMDITA - bahot acche aur aap

Thakumaa - tum dono ko dekhliya toh acchi hogai

SAMP - aap iss waqt

Thakumaa - Mujhe pata chala ki Bondita aagai hain toh bas milne chali aai aur tu (looking at Manorama) jara si bhi izzat aur laaj hain tujh mey aaurat hone kah. Ek bacchi kah suhaag chinney mey jarasi bhi hichkichahat nahi hui. Aaurat ho k dusri aaurat kah dard nahi samjhsaki.

MANO - ji woh

Thakuma - ji woh ha woh bahot hogaya ek aasal aaurat toh nahi bansaki chali hain krantikari banne

BON - Thakumaa reh..

Thakumaa (looking at her)- chup kar tu jab woh Anirudh Roy Chaudhary dusri vivaah karchuka tha toh tu aapne thakumaa k pas nahi aasakti thi

SAMP - Thakumaa aap thakgai hongi na Bihari inka saman mehmaan kaksh mey rakhdo

Thakumaa - Sampurna (sternly)

TRI - ji namaste hum bondita k kaka

Thakumaa - ji namaste

TRI (in bitter tone) - Manorama humey lagta hain tumhe yaha se chale jana chaiye

MANORAMA LEAVES..

Thakumaa (looking at him) - ji mujhe aapse bahot jaruri baat karni hain

TRI - ji humey bhi

BON - Thakumaa Kaka baat subha bhi hoti rahegi aabi aap sab aaram karlijey. Thakumaa aap yaha mere sath rahengi ya mehmaan kaksh mey

Thakumaa - aaj yehi rahungi kal se mehmaan kaksh tayar karwade

BON - jii

EVERYONE LEAVES FOR THEIR ROOM

Thakumaa - Bondita

BON (while crying) - Thakumaa .. kyu mere sath yesa huwa kyu Thakumaa.. kya mein itni bhuri hu..

Thakumaa - shh Bondita meri bacchi shaant hoja tu itni acchi hain ki koi tere sath bhura karne se pehle 100 bar soche. Lekin sayad Anirudh Roy Chaudhary ko teri kadar nahi thi aur jaha kadar na ho waha rehne kah koi wajha nahi hota tu kal hi mere sath Krishna nagar chalegi

BON - nahi Thakumaa mein aab bhi unki naam ki patni hu mujhe iss riste se puri tarha aajad hona hain

Thakumaa - thik hain meri bacchi agar tu yehi chahti hain toh yehi sahi meine tere liye ladka bhi dhundliya hain bahot accha aur saccha hain tujhe hamesa khush rakhega

BON - kyaa ladka.. lekin thakumaa

Thakumaa - haa mein janti hu tu aabi shaadi nahi karna chahti hain lekin ekbar ladke se mil lena

BON - lekin Thakumaa

Thakumaa - lekin kuch nahi soja aab

BON - Thakumaa.. meri..

Thakumaa - subhratri..

IN MORNING..

Thakumaa (looking at him) - Namaskar Zamindar babu. Kyase hain aap

TRI (nervously) - ji Namaskar. Hum woh acche hain

Thakumaa - accha hain

TRI (bowing his head)- Kalindi hum bahot sarmenda hain ki hamare Anirudh ki wajha se Bondita ki jiwan barbaad hogai

Thakumaa (looking at him) - toh aabi ek mouka hain aapke pas aapni galti sudarne kah. Bondita Anirudh se alag hona chahti hain aur meine uski dusri vivaah k bare mey socha hain. Mein nahichahti ki aab aap zamindaro kah saya bhi meri bacchi par pare. Saalo pehle aapne jo kiya meine kathor dil karke bhula diya lekin aab jo meri bacchi k sath huwa usse mein na khud bhulungi na aaplogo ko bhulne dungi. Bahot ghamand tha na aapko aapni parwarish par, zamindar hone pe toh aab kya huwa uss parwarish kah behgaya ganga mey. Hain toh Roy Chaudhary na dil todna bharosa todna toh aaplogo k liye aam baat hain. Saalo pehle bina mere galti k aapne mujhe shaadi wale din tukraya tha aur aab aapke nakshe kadam pe chal rah hain Anirudh. Dhokebaazi toh aapke raago mey doudta hain

TRI (low voice) - saalo pehle jo huwa uske liye hum aaj bhi sarmenda hain lekin galti tumhari thi tumhe kya jarurat thi akele jane ki woh bhi shaadi k ekdin pehle. Usswaqt humey jo sahi laga humne kiya

Thakumaa (sternly) - meine vaidh hu aur vaidh kah kaam upachar karna hota hain jo meine kiya. Mujhe nahi pata tha ek dharam k kaam karne pe yesi sajha milti hain. Aur mera vivaah aapke sath hone wala tha unn logo k sath nahi. Aapko meri baat sunna chaiye tha na ki kisi raha chalte insaan kah. Jab apako mujhe par viswaas thahi nahi toh vivaah kyu kar rahe thye. Bagair viswaas kuch nahi hota zamindar babu.

TRI (joining his hands)- tumhare sath jo bhi huwa uske liye hum maafi magte hain

KALINI (looks away)- Aapke maafi se mete saalo purana ghau nahi bharega aur na mein bharne dungi. Anirudh se alag hone k baad mein bondita ko ek pal bhi yaha rehne nahi dungi

TRI - Bondita hamari beti hain Kalindi usse durr mat karo

Thakumaa - Meine faisla kar liya hain aur Bondita bhi yehi chahti hain ki woh mere stah Krishna nagar wapas chale toh aab bich mey badha maat baniyega. Chalti hu

TRI - ji..

AT BONDITA'S ROOM

THAKUMAA (looking at her)- Bondita meine tere liye ek acche ghar kah ladka dekh rakha hain. Jyase tu aur Anirudh alag hojayenge mein baat aage badhaungi

BONDITA (holding her hand)- thakumaa aap meri baat toh suniye pehle aaram se bethiye aap. Thakumaa mein kisi aur se pyaar karti hu aur vivaah bhi usise karungi

THAKUMAA - kya dekh Bondita yeh pyaar wyaar kah chakkar xod aur jo mein kehrahi hu woh mann. Mein teri bhalai k liye hi uss ghar mey rista jodrahi hu

BONDITA - jab mera maan uske sath judgaya hain toh rista kisi aur k sath jyase jodlu Thakumaa. Aap sirf ek baar usse mil lijey mujhe pura yakeen hain woh aapko pasand aayega

THAKUMAA LOOKS AT HER & NODES