after I decided I wanted to be adopted by Alex he dropped me off at my foster house and I went straight to packing .
My foster mom Stacy is a total bitch . I walked in the house and she was talking to her friend Gwen about how glad she was to get rid of me . so the sensible person I am I wrote her a nice letter and I quote
"Dear Stacy,
as much fun as I had living with your bitch ass self I can't wait to leave . you were rude and how did you expect me to respect you if you didn't respect me . you called me fat , you called me a freak , and you told me it was my fault I was raped . you are a total bitch and I hope you and your hair extensions
burn in hell .
love, hazel xoxo 💖"
I know I'm great . I pulled my few posters off the wall and put my few things into my tattered suitcase . I can't wait to leave this shithole . I went to sleep and slept dreamlessly . thank god .I was awoken by the sound of the bitch pounding on my door saying that my social worker was here . I quickly got up and threw on black skinnies , a to write love on her arms tee , a purple & black flannel, and my black chucks . within ten minutes I was down stairs and I looked decent I suppose.
cara looked stunning as usual . her gorgeous hair put into a messy bun and a black dress that fit perfectly. her studded black pumps were to die for .
"darling grab your stuff we are off to meet Alex ." she smiled
"one second." I smiled and gave Stacy the biggest and most fake smile ever and handed her the damn letter .
then I skipped up to my room and walked down stairs again with my small suitcase and guitar case .
if you could have seen the look on Stacey's face . she was fumed and cars was trying not to laugh . I started to the door and went to blow Stacy a kiss but it turned into me flipping her off whoops .
I got into the car and cara absolutely lost it.
"God what a character you are today . okay so we are meeting with Alex so he can sign the final papers and I have to tell him about your meds."
"is he gonna think I'm crazy ?" I have whisper to myself
"darling you're far from crazy .just because you take some meds doesn't make you any less of a person." she cooed
"but do you have to tell him about h-hank " I stuttered
"darling I have to, it's my job ." she sighed
"but what if he thinks it's my fault ?" I gulped
"then I'll kick him where it hurts." she smirked .
we pulled up to her office and I'm forced to wait outside it and Alex smirks at my impatience.
"God I need a smoke . " I whisper to myself and get up .
nobody but cara and Stacy know about my drinking and smoking problem . and how I was sent to rehab 3 times . 2 for suicidal actions and once for drugs. I still smoke every once in a while but it's not nearly as bad .
I walk outside and around the building and pull out a cigarette . I take a long drag and let the smoke consume me . they say let what you love consume you, what if I would love to die . maybe I should .
I walk to the bridge across from the office area . this is where it first happened . I was standing and about to jump and this beautiful little boy and his mom walked past .
and the little boy said
"mommy don't let her fly away."
his mom was startled and pulled me down and let me sob into her shirt she called 911 and I was sent to rehab but that lovely woman adopted me afterwards. but in 2012, 2 years ago she passed away. she was a cancer survivor, breast cancer , but that ugly bitch cancer came back and took that wonderful woman away . Her name was Presley , after Elvis Presley . her husband and her were divorced so naturally he got Jacob her son and I got sent back to where I came from.I stood on the bridge , I wasn't going to jump , I just wanted to feel something , anything . because I have become numb . I know what Kurt cobain meant when he said "I miss the comfort of being sad " because being sad for so long just left me empty, and feeling pain is better than nothing at all .
I sigh and put my cigarette out and go back up to the office where Alex is freaking out .
"did she leave because of me ? did I do something ? is she gonna be okay ?" he says frantically
cara tries to calm him down because I go for walks often
"hi Alex " I say
"holly shiz nipples you scared me so bad " he smiles
"I went for a walk . needed to clear my head." I smiled
"we'll all the paper work is complete and you may go ." Cara smiled
"oh and hazel , behavior " she looks at me knowingly .
"no promises ." I snort
"let's go go go " Alex sings
what have I gotten myself into .
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Adopted by Alex Gaskarth
Fanfictionafter being adopted by alex gaskarth, hazel find her self mesmerized by life and seeks help from her past. there is love and loss but always love.