Raekkuno Stories

Moving on (SMUT Short Story)

AN: This will be a SMUT chapter. It's towards the end and has a lot of really stupid build up but whatever. I'm kinda trying to slowly ease my way into smut, I guess. I'm trying it out, not going to write anything too too sexual (not yet at least), but I am still gonna be going in depth with it here. It's a bit hard to explain, but I hope that makes sense.

This takes place from when Rae and Sykkuno were still relatively new friends (during summer of 2020) aka when she had recently announced her break up with Sonii. For that reason they'll probably act pretty different here as opposed to other stories that are set to be more recent.

WARNING: SMUT CHAPTER and references to sex.

Rae's POV: (June 21st, 2020)

It was 7:00 PM and I was about to get on the OTV minecraft server. These past few months have certainly not been the easiest, what with breaking up with my boyfriend of 4 years. A few years ago I thought that Michael and I were in love, and that we would be inseparable, but then? I don't even know what really happened to us. We just fell out of love I guess...

Imane says that this is good for me. She's still supportive of me and my feelings, but she sees this more as an opportunity for me to 'get back out there' and find a man who won't give up on me so easily. I've already been to several bars and clubs, and met several attractive guys there, but none of them really seemed all that special to me. Hell I even tried out a few girls just out of desperation. Some of them were really hot as fuck, but unfortunately they just didn't really do it for me either.

It really does frustrate me that I can't just have a one night stand with someone though, since my relationship with Michael had admittedly turned into a far more physical relationship than a romantic one. Especially since now that he's gone, and I've been alone for several months, god as much as I hate to admit it, it's true... I'm becoming, so horny...

I know I know! I sound really pathetic, but the loss of touch is just killing me! I'm beginning to sexualize things far more often than I used to when in conversation. I've been more open to revealing clothing than I was months ago. I even used a thrown away dildo on myself that I fished out of a bin from when Imane had thrown it away in her recent unboxing stream. Though, most shameful of all, I'm starting to have SIGHTLY sexual thoughts about some of my male friends.

Yes, it's so wrong, on so many levels, but I can't help myself! I don't know what's happening to me, my brain and body are just out of control! I've only had these thoughts about a small handful of friends, and really if anything they're just meaningless fantasies that don't hold any romantic feelings and it's not like I'll ever act on any of them right? I always just try and shale these thoughts off and remind myself that they're just a friend. Plus, if any of them were to find out somehow, then I would literally just shrivel up and die.

Though recently I've only really been having those thoughts in regards to one person... Sykkuno. It really does suck too that he's been the person I've been fantasizing about recently because he's just so pure and innocent that I really tried my damn hardest to make sure that I don't lose control of myself again. When the world starts to open up again, I have to had learned to rid my brain of those thoughts, or at the very least have enough self control to not just suck his dick the next time I see him in real life.

It also doesn't help with how much some of our fans are shipping the two of us together. This whole 'Raekkuno' phase did just kind of come out of nowhere. I could really tell that it made Sykkuno pretty uncomfortable, which gave me a large amount of guilt with how I've been sexualizing him in my head over the past week. Though I've done a better job with controlling myself with those thoughts, ironically because of the whole shipping thing and seeing just how uncomfortable he was with it.