Raekkuno Stories

My Secret Admirer (Secret Admirer #6)

AN: Yeah so this chapter is probably gonna be way shorter than the other one, but it's far more fluffy, so if that's more your style then you'll probably prefer this one.

Future me here: I originally had a draft for this that was far longer and more drawn out (like 5000 words longer or something), but I realized that I didn't really know where I was going with that draft, so I scrapped it. Instead I wrote this, which is far more simplified. I noticed how a lot of the chapters in this particular story are really fucking long (with the exception of the first one) and so I decided that I would just make it a nice short and sweet ending to finally wrap things up for this story.

Future me here fucking again: Yeah this really isn't that short, and the epilogues are gonna be updated into these two endings later on today because holy shit I'm so tired right now.

In my eyes this is the "Official" ending of this story, though like I said before, if you like the alt ending more than that can be the true ending in your head-canon. I just think that this ending is just a nice, sweet, and more reasonable progression of the story, which is why I brand this one as the "Official" ending, even though it's pretty much a subjective topic.

Also I have now put in a small few paragraph epilogue at the end of the alt ending for this story. It basically just summarizes what happens after the events of the chapter, and I also put in a small epilogue for this chapter as well.

Thanks to anyone who gave me their opinions on story preferences and my ideas and what not, it's all been very helpful and greatly appreciated!

Warning?: Brief, subtle little mention of suicide in this chapter. It's like a small one off sentence (that gets cut off as well) and has nothing to do with the actual plot, but if you are in any way triggered by a mention of that then here's your warning.

Rae's Short POV:

"... we should give him a taste of his own medicine." I said with a smirk on my face. Poki gave me a confused look, and I could tell that I would need to fill her in on what exactly I meant.

"You still got those secret admirer letters?" I asked her as I thought of the perfect way of making things up to him.

This is gonna be so good...

Sykkuno's POV:

I laid in the bed, wallowing in my shame. How could I be so stupid? To think that Rae actually had a thing for me, just because we were getting a little flirty recently in discord calls. Or just because I wrote her all these letters anonymously, probably making her cringe every other day when she reads the new one I send in. She probably never even kept them didn't she, either threw them away or burned them or something. Probably the second one, knowing her and how crazy she is.

She really is crazy, but oh so perfect too. She was a goddess, by every stretch of the imagination. Everything from her laugh, to her looks, to her hair, to her face was all just absolutely perfect. Far too perfect to ever be associated with me. Not that I would even deserve it if she did like me back. I cast her away immediately! Through it all away the second I saw that ripped up letter and didn't even let her explain herself. 

I mean I was definitely correct in my assumption that she didn't like me back, but what kind of boyfriend would I be in the case where she did like me back? Me throwing it all away and quitting on us as soon as anything were to be out of place, I would be a horrible boyfriend if she liked me back. Anyway you slice it, I would be an absolutely abhorrent boyfriend for her.

But she must've been lying to me at least a little bit though. She was definitely crying in there because of me, I could just tell by the way she wouldn't open up to me. Could she have liked me?