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"I love the lord and all his black people"


Spoken from the words of a character

Starring in a movie I gave three stars.

The plot blurring behind this one sentence

The phrase repeated over in my head.

When I first heard it, I found it funny

Thinking its sole purpose was for just that.

My best friend and I finding a new game

Not believing it could be any more.

But it's starting to feel like a prayer.

I am on my knees apologizing

Saying sorry for the hate I hold

Begging Jesus Christ for his forgiveness.

Society has ingrained into my

Consciousness that being black leads to hate

It's almost as if I am imprisoned-


"I love the lord and all his black people"


It's almost as if society has

Made me see my blackness as negative

Because every night before I go to

Sleep, my pillowcase smelling of oil,

The smooth aroma of cocoa butter

Wrapping me in a familiar hug

I whisper in the darkness of the night


"I love the lord and all his black people" 



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A/N: The line is from the movie High Flying Bird on Netflix, I recommend checking it out! 

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