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Poetry

I've got a lot running through my head, I suppose I should write it down. Poems I have written- just decided I may want to share them.

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by smile_206

by smile_206

To-Do - February 14th, 2022

Go to the Admissions Office

COMM 101

Lunch

Relax for 15 minutes

Homework for 3 hours

Oh no

My brother called

Okay

That's fine

Homework for 2 hours then

Dinner

Hang out with my boyfriend

I think about all the things that I have to do

While i am in his arms

Shut up, shut up

God, I want to stay with him but-

I need to workout

I don't

Oh no

I didn't workout

I am going to get fat

I am a failure

I only did homework for 2 hours and I didn't workout

I am going to fail

I am going to end up on the streets and be just like my mother

Oh no, oh no, oh no

Why can't I ever do anything right?

I wish that I had more time

I wish that I was better but-

I will never be better

I am going to fail

Go to bed

Do it all over again tomorrow