Comfort Crowd

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You are good at making it seem easy

You wake up every day

And you put on that facade that you have been

Creating for decades

Walking through the streets

And creating the illusion that you are untouchable,

Yet someone that everyone wants but can never

Have because you are too independent.

Never needing anyone but yourself.


But I know you now.

I know you past that fake personality

That you change to mirror

Every person you interact with.

I know that it kills you to never be who

You really are because if you were

You and everyone else would hate you.

And for once in your life, you would be alone.

And we can't have that- no that would be your biggest nightmare.


You are so good at making it seem easy

That even when you showed me the real you

I wasn't sure If I could trust it fully.

A real-life wolf in sheep's clothing

After years of pushing the boundaries.

That facade glued on so heavily

That even when I had all of you

I felt like I had nothing.

Nothing but an act that I could never analyze.


You are so good at making it look easy

That i never even knew how much

You gave yourself to me until

I left you crying in your room- alone, I know.

You are so good at making it look easy that

No one else knows that that moment of solitude

Had ever happened but me.


But I know you now.

I can see how alone you really are

Now that I have moved on.

I can see now that the crowd you

Surround yourself with is nothing but a comfort.

Because you are so good at making it look easy

That even when you run back with your tail

Between your legs, it just looks like you stumbling

Back into reconnection.

I've always been jealous of how easy you make it look. 

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