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Chapter 6: Separation, Confessions ❤

Harry's POV

24 hours, 32 minutes and 43 seconds and the clock keeps on ticking.. Tick-tock tick-tock.. On and on.. Never have I wished to fast forward time and being Wednesday this fast..

Six more days without Louis.. How am I going to survive..

I don't feel like getting out of the bed, eating or do any other work..

*sudden knocks on the door*

"Is it Lou? How can it be him, we talked last night only.. Me and my thoughts", I thought to myself..

*the knocks intensify*

"Harry, open the door, man.. Let us in", I heard Liam scream out..

"Ahh! It's just the boys.. Ya mate, wait a sec",I replied to him.

"Hey mate, Where's Louis? ", Niall enquired..

" He is not that well, and Jo came over yesterday, so She took him with her for a week to their house, she wanted some time with her boy", I spit out everything all in a go..

"Not well? And you didn't even tell us about it? ", raged out Zayn..

" Umm, I am sorry, I was in a total mess and didn't know what to do.. But he is fine now and Jo is gonna take him to see the doctor today",I said in an assuring tone..

"Okay, but when he's going to come back ", asked Liam.

" Wednesday", I said..

I told the boys to help themselves with anything they liked and hopped back on my bed.. I wasn't happy about Lou being away, I didn't even know, how to share about the new found feelings within me, rather whom to share with..

So I decided to talk with the boys, 'cause I knew they would understand me and I trust them with my life.. But I wasn't sure how to put my feelings to words.. It's harder than facing millions of audience in my first concert.. But I somehow had to spill these feelings out to the boys before I tell Louis..

"Hey boys, there's something I need to talk to you guys about.. ", I said..

Niall, Liam and Zayn all day down on the couch, eyes glued to mine, ready to listen to what I was going to say with all their eagerness..

And that's the reason I Love them so much, but not as much as Louis.. *winks to himself*

" I think I love Louis", I finally said, God, that was the toughest confession ever..

The three looked up at me, with somewhat an expression which words can't describe, happy? Tensed? Angry? I didn't understand..

"Guys?", I expect an answer..

"You think?", asked Liam somewhat startled..

"Yes", I said..

"We knew, way before, you stupid.. ", screamed out Zayn and Niall together, with an expression I could define, with happiness and excitement..

" You did?", I asked them..

"Obviously, the way you guys look at each other, the way you care for each other, the bond you guys share is totally special.. Only a fool won't understand, a one like you i guess.. We could have told you before but we wanted you to know and realise it yourself ", Liam said chuckling..

" Do you guys think I should tell Lou about it? I mean, I don't even know how he would react? What if he never talks to me again? What if I spoil our friendship? ", I flooded them with all the questions in my mind..

"He feels the same for you too, we are sure about that Harry.. Just get all your courage and go get him, my boy", an excited Niall speaks up..

I knew it would be a good idea telling the boys about it all.. And hell ya, it helped..

Now just a few more days, till my Lou comes back and then I am going to do something so special, that he'll be blown away..

Although this Separation of a week is painful, but that's what made me realise, that's what is going to bring us together, Harry ❤ Louis.. Together, forever..

I was finally going to confess my Love to him.. To my Lou..