❤Struggles, Sentiments, Yearning❤

Chapter 25 - THE LAST LETTER

Louis' POV

It's true if things are meant to be together, nothing can take them apart..

The harder I tried to push myself away from Harry, the stronger he pulled me back, it took us some time but when we are meant to be together, it's our love that made us realize it, that made us reach back to the other..

Going out public with our relationship yesterday night was something really unexpected for me.. Never did I even think Harry would do something like that..

I just came back home at night with the feeling of being complete, that nothing in life would be fake anymore, not a single thing.. We were now officially together, to the world, to the entire world..

I still remember every single moment last night..

"You knew it all, all my wishes, didn't you?", I said staring straight into those green eyes..

He just nodded his head, smiling with those dimples highlighted..

"You didn't tell me, why?", I asked again..

"You wrote them, why do you want to know them, then?", he said giggling..

"On a serious note, I just wanted to surprise you, that's it.",he said again..

I just felt myself lucky to have got someone who would break any boundaries to make me happy.. I just smiled..

"There's something I wanted to tell you, Boo, rather ask about", he said somewhat tensed..

"What's the matter, Hazza?", I asked rubbing my hands on his back..

"It's about Lucas, Boo.. How will I manage all of it, all alone? Without you?", he said weeping..

"I already told you Hazza that I'll always be here, right here. You just need not worry.. You'll always have every answer to your questions when they cross your mind, when you are stressed.. I know you'll be the best father a child can have.. You'll raise the most eligible man, and I am sure Lucas will make us proud..",I said to him..

But that was not exactly what I wanted to say to him, I just wished I could say he need not worry 'cause we'll have all the time together, to raise our child but that's what is never going to happen.. I wish I could tell him that we have all the time to plan all of it, but Time is the only thing my life lacks yet craves the most for.. I couldn't just fall weak now, to make Harry weaker.. So I had to put on the best of myself and make him happy, atleast the last days I have..

How I wished that these wishes could somehow be fulfilled, at any cost probable..

But there was nothing that I regretted, nothing now atleast..

Just like any other husband, or a father, sticking onto the family in time of crisis is what
I won't be able to do.

But I somehow wanted them to feel that I was right there, with them, even if i wasn't..

"Lighten up, my baby"
"Look over, yeah right there, just below your chin, yeah a little left, there you go, you got me, I am right here, in your heart"
"Go eat some marmite and toast, i'm always here"
"Smile"
"Does our baby boy still keeps his mouth open while sleeping? Look over at him at night, cuddle up next to him, You'll feel me beside you"

I wrote these notes and left them at every corner of the house, everywhere Hazza would find them..

I can feel it really well, I don't have much time left, not at all..

"Dear Love,

I won't probably be anymore around you while you read this, Cheer up my boy.. I don't want to see a dimmed you, but a happy you.. Always..

I won't stretch it long, just let Lucas know that I love him..

Any yeah, I know you'll as always smile with that dimple highlighted through.. Stay strong, love.. Stay happy..

Find someone, who'll love you just the way I do.. But not more than me though..

Take care of my Mum, and the girls, Hazza.. They are Your responsibility now.. I know You'll be the best son-in-law ever..

Tell the boys to keep on rocking the entire world, tell them I really am lucky to have such great friends..

I LOVE YOU, Hazza.. I'll Miss you.. TAKE CARE.. "

The last letter I decided to write for him.. The last of everything, the last of me, but our love will never see a last to anything, never..

We have struggled without each other, craved for our togetherness, fought for our yearnings and there was nothing in this world, that could take us down, take our love down.. It somehow fought back to the top, every single time..