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Chapter 17- His Happiness

Harry's POV

Finally Lou was back in our home, the home we created, the one that has all our memories of being together.. And I want to create even more of our memories here..

The night yesterday was really special, we both slept the way we used to, i curled myself onto him and he let me sleep on his hand, just the way I liked it, resting my head just beside his..

He was being formal yesterday when I said about the wishes that I was going to fulfill, for Us.. How come did he change so much? Was it true, that distance took Us apart?

For a moment these thoughts did come to my mind, but I could see it all in his eyes, the blues eyes screamed to me to deny everything he said.. To just understand that all I said to him was all he wanted..

The next morning, my eyes suddenly opened to some sounds..

I turned around to see Lou not there by my side.. Now-a-days, His presence around is the only thing that keeps me calm.. Not seeing him even for some time, makes me panic..

I quickly removed the blanket, literally jumped out of the bed and went towards where the sound was coming from.. I came down the stairs to notice Lou in the kitchen, searching for something..

I stealthily walked up to him, and hugged him from the back..

I could listen him chuckle..

"What are you doing in the kitchen, at this time at night?", I asked him out of curiosity..

"I was hungry, Hazza.. So came out to see if I had something to wrap up within a short time.",He said giving me a grin.

"Why didn't you wake me up? I could have done something", I said placing my head on his shoulder..

I took his hand and made him sit on the chair beside.. I acted like a chef, presenting him with all the possible menu, i could wrap up with the things I had and he laughed continuously at my behaviour..

But as like always, he craved for Toast and Marmite.. He is so freakishly addicted to this thing, God knows why..

I put the toast on a plate.. And brought it back to him.. I lit the candle and placed it on the table..

"Want to have it the old way?", I said winking at him..

And he knew what I was talking about..

We ate just the way we used to, he grabbed it on one end, and me the other.. And complete eating one, we had our beautiful moment..

I was really happy 'cause Lou was happy.. I could again see that sparkle in his eyes, and that genuine smile on his lips.. It just made Me so happy..

"I am done, you are such a saviour, my boy", he said giving me a smile..

"I am always there for You, love", I said back planting a kiss on his forehead..

"You need proper rest, Lou.. Lets go, sleep", I said again..

Giving me a smile, he took my hand and we went to our bedroom..

I tucked him under the blanket and as usual went by his side, and I brushed my fingers along his hair..

"I love you, Harry", he said..

"I know", I said..

Lou went fast asleep, and I just stared at him, helplessly wanting him to stay back, with me forever, but I knew that won't happen..

Just as I was looking down at him, something struck my mind, something that I promised my Love.. Something for his happiness..

"Jesus Christ! The wishes..",my mind screamed out..

Not that i forgot about them, just that the happiness within me has surpassed so many levels higher that it got depressed..

Just three little interrogatory words crossed my mind, 'How? How? How?'..

How will I do everything? When and How?

I just calmed myself for a bit, only if I had time to plan it all, to arrange the way Lou would Love, to surprise him.. But Time is what i don't have.. Its the time that's slipping by..

I just Looked back at him, he looked really calm and happy in his sleep.. That was just enough to bring me back to my senses from the panic attacks that I was going through..

How could someone's presence change you so much, so much that you would cross any margins, any boundaries, any obstacle just to put a smile on their face, a smile that makes your world cheerful.. Maybe that's what Love is about..

That's the thing I want to do for Lou.. I want him to be happy, although just for the days he has but i just want the curve on his face to always be in somewhat a happy one, every single time..

And I least cared What It would take.. And How am I going to do it.. Afterall it's all for him.. All for his happiness..