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Chapter 12- Knocks On The Door..

Louis' POV

Chest pains - coughing out blood - rushing to the doctor.. That's all I do now a days except for rehearsals..

I haven't been quite well, I won't lie.. But I feel like I have nowhere to go, to run to when I am falling apart.. Noone to hold me when I trip over.. Not even Harry.. I am the reason we have grown apart..

He can't even see a small cut on my finger, so obviously I didn't have the courage to tell him about my condition, now..

I so wish to again be the same old non-famous guy, who could go out to the world and shout out loud, "Yes, I am a boy and I love my best friend who is a guy too.." without being judged..

These thoughts made my anxiety level rise, every single time.. But that night a sudden uneasiness had set in, something that made me cringe my shirt right about my chest, with my fist.. I constantly rubbed my chest, coughed severely.. Upon seeing myself deteriorating, I called up Liam..

"Liam, I a-am not fe-feeling w-well.. Come o-over fast, pl-please..",and I hung up saying this.
I felt the vision before my eyes fading out, I somehow managed myself till the front door, and opened the door knob.. With no more energy left inside me, I could feel my legs fumble, and I fell down.. I rolled in pain, panting and breathing heavily..

Liam's POV

I rushed down to Louis' apartment after getting his call.. Those climbing up the stairs in such a state of mind seemed like a million of them were there...

Somehow managing myself I rushed in to Louis' apartment, and he was lying there, right by the door, unconscious.. I lifted his head, placed on my lap, sprinkled some water on his face and rubbed his hands and feet, simultaneously but all in vain..

I pulled him up, took him in my arms, and rushed to my car.. I made him lie on the seat, pulled on the seat belt and drove away to the nearest Hospital..

On reaching the Hospital, I pulled him out of the car, and ran inside with Louis in my arms..

"I need a doctor here, please it's an emergency..",I shouted out..

Wardboys and nurses rushed in with the stretchers and I laid down Louis on it..

"Ya, make some room, let me through, I am the doctor incharge today.. Here, let me see him..",the doctor said panting..

"Doctor, do something.. He isn't responding.. Please, do something", I begged to the doctor..

"Calm down.. I'll do the best I can..",the doctor said rubbing my shoulders..

I gathered myself together, rubbing my wet face with the sleeves..

"Louis in hospital.. Emergency.. Park Hill Hospital.. Bring Harry with you guys.. Come fast, I don't understand what to do", I texted Niall..

"We are coming right away", he replied instantly..

Harry's POV

The day has been a total waste.. All I did was sleep, wake up and sleep again.. And now, thus, I am awake like an Owl.. I played on the music and tried to sleep..

"If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forget the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate"

Little time did it take me to realise that it is Louis' favourite song, 'Look after me'..

How he used to sing this song to me, every single night, "Be my baby, I'll look after you, and I'll look after you".. Rubbing his hands on my forehead..

I felt the same, hearing the song as if Louis was rubbing his hands on my forehead.. Just as I was falling asleep, I heard a sudden knock on the door, vigorous knocks..

Followed by voices..

"Open the door, Harry", I heard Zayn scream out..

I startled up, sat up on the bed, and ran to open the door..

Zayn and Niall, entered, Niall making me sit putting his hands on my shoulder, Harry just stay calm, there's something you need to know..

"Stop making it complicated and tell me straight away", I said to them..

"Louis is admitted to the hospital", Niall said upset..

I felt as if something heavy was put in my heart, it sank straightaway and I froze there completely..

"Harry, Harry", they called out shaking me..

"We need to get going, there's no time.. Hurry", Zayn said as he held my hand and we ran to the car..

It was in no time that we reached the Hospital.. I ran up to the enquiry and asked them where my Lou was.. ROOM NO. 241..

I rushed through the stairs, falling off quite a few times, tripping over, I reached room no. 241..

I saw Liam sitting there but I straightaway ran to the door.. I saw Lou there, laying motionless.. Doctors inserting needles, harsly, one after another..

I wasn't allowed to get in.. I stood there, still.. Looking through the glass, never did I feel so helpless, I couldn't do anything to comfort him.. I rubbed my hands on the glass window as if it was Lou..

Nothing can compare the pain I felt that moment, seeing him in so much pain.. I could give up anything to bring him back, to bring him out of this pain.. I just wanted to run to him, embrace him and never leave him.. Never.. But I stood there, still.. Not even when the boys told me to sit and calm down..
I wasn't going to move my eyes from Lou, not even for a moment... Not now..