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Chapter 23- From We To Us :-)

Louis' POV

It has been the most beautiful two months of my life, with Harry and Lucas..

We've seen many ups and downs, severe turmoil but have fought through every single one of it, afterall we are now, two bodies and one soul..

I haven't been quite well these days though.. Blood loss and anxiety attacks is really finishing me up..

The day after our marriage, the boys came over handing us a pre planned honeymoon package..

"You guys are flying to Hawaii for your alone time", was what they said..

"Guys, we are planning a home honeymoon, afterall Lucas is really small to travel now.. And obviously you know about how much I am suffering.. But I, actually we really appreciate this gesture of yours", I said to them..

"Oh stop being so formal Louis", Niall said waving off his hand at me..

It's really good to have people who actually care about you, feel the same way as you do for them.. The lads are one of the best thing that ever happened to me, rather to Us..

Leaving behind all of this, all the happiness, all the satisfaction, is what I would ask for as the last resort..

"Harry has been out for quite a long time, I wonder where he might me", I thought to myself..

And I heard Lucas crying from the other room, "Must have woke up", I thought to myself..

I went to the room and picked him up.. Looking at his face, and the time slips by, so easily.. He takes away all my stress by just that smile of his..

I put my nose on his forehead and started lulling him, he loves that..

"He would grow up to be the perfect man, just like you.. A perfect man, a perfect son, a perfect brother, a perfect lover, and a perfect husband, one day", said Harry from behind me, putting his arms around my waist..

I turned around and leaned closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder.. He tucked me closer and we both lulled our baby boy to sleep..

I woke up, after quite a few hours not even realising that we fell asleep as well..

Harry went and warmed some milk, and brought back to feed Lucas..

"It took you so long, Hazza.. Where did you go?", I asked him..

"Had some errands to run, Boo.. Nothing much important.. Sorry it took longer than I expected", he said to me..

I could sense something was wrong, that he was hiding something.. But I walked it out..

"I am hungry, Hazza..",I said to him..

"Just hungry, for food?", he said giving me that naughty smirk of his..

"Shut up, Hazza.. Make me something to eat", I said blowing him off..

These two months have really changed us, for a better, mature and more responsible self.. Maybe Lucas is the reason..

Seeing Harry grow, changing for a more mature lad gives me happiness and satisfaction that he'd be able to take over himself while I am gone.. He'll be all alright, my baby will take care our ours..

"I loved everything you did, Hazza.. It was all over the top.. It is always someone wishes for, a perfect marriage and a perfect family.. You gave me all..",I said to him while we sat on our bed..

Harry held Lucas the whole time and I rested my head on his shoulder.. We just sat there, together acting like a loved up couple, just simply staring at the magical little creature in front of us.. Lucas kept open his mouth a little, while he slept..

"Can't you just stay back, here forever and not leave us? Please!", he said weeping, Lucas now almost asleep.

"I would have, if I could, my baby boy.. Would I even want to leave such a beautiful family for anything? But that's what it is.. But I'll always be here, fooling around.. It's just that You won't be able to see me around, but you'll always be able to feel my presence, in the Marmite container, in the pillow, in those pancakes you make, In Lucas..",I said to him rubbing my hand on his thighs..

He just tried smiling and eventually he revived to his normal self and we just slept that night.. Just slept..

Probably the best marriage night anyone could ask for..

The night then was really special.. I am making memories to take back, to leave some behind..

Whenever we used to go out before, Harry would say, "We reserved a table" and now it is "I booked a table for Us"..

Yes, it's now Us and nomore We.. Me, my husband and our baby boy..