❤Struggles, Sentiments, Yearning❤

Chapter 7

Louis' POV

Second day since I got home.. It's quite nice getting to stay with Mom and the girls.. It has really been quite a long time since I saw them last..

But still I feel something inside me, upsetting, I really didn't want to leave back Harry and come here.. I really wished he would stop me back in there and not let me Go.. But anyways, I am here..

I miss him so much.. It's has been quite a few months since I have known about my feelings for Harry, I even tried saying it to him but couldn't buck up the courage to walk up to him and spill out those three magical words..

But the night chats really now are the memories that are being created, the ones that would last a lifetime..

(Day 3)

"Good morning, honey.. Get up and freshen up.. I have made an appointment with the family doctor and it's set to be in a few hours from now, so hurry up", Mum said..

"Yes, Mum", I replied half asleep, trying to beg for another few minutes of my precious morning sleep..

*after an hour*

"Louis, five minutes more and we'll go then", Mom shouted from the kitchen..

Hearing this, startled, I jumped out of the bed, brushed my teeth, slipped on the trouser I found the closest, ran my hands through my hair and rushed down..

"The guy who takes a minimum of forty minutes to set his hair, was ready in under five minutes.. Mother's outrage effect..", I chuckled to myself thinking this..

"Let me drive, please Mum.. ", I asked her.

"Okay, fine" was her reply..

On reaching the doctor's chamber, I was, I won't be lying, a bit tensed..

"Hello, doc", greeted my Mum..

"Hey, hello! So what brings you guys here?", the doctor replied..

"Actually, My boy has not been well for a while now, maybe for his hectic schedule, tours and all, he suddenly became unconscious a few days ago, so I need you to examine him and see what's wrong with my boy", spoke out my Mum..

I felt like a ten year old in there, who is unwell, has gone there with his mother who is busy there demonstrating what's wrong with her child..

"Come on, just lie down here and let me examine you", said the doctor..

After running the stethoscope over me for a fair few minutes, he asked me to get up and sit down..

"Except for a paced heartbeat, I don't see anything wrong now, but i'll write down a few tests, you need to get them done as soon as possible, and come and show me the reports", said the doctor..

"Ya sure", reassured my Mum..

I asked Mom, and walked out outside, I felt a bit suffocating inside.. I saw the doctor hand over the prescription and my Mom glancing through the contents.. I noticed a slight cringe appear round her face after reading it.. She was talking to the doctor and she seemed somewhat stressed..

"Is anything wrong, Mum", I asked her..

A not so assuring shake of her head, saying that everything was fine, didn't satisfy me altogether but I didn't cross question anymore and drove back home..

"Mom, when do we need to get the tests done? Actually, I was thinking of taking the girls for a drive, some ice creams, you know, sort of a siblings day out.. ", I told Mum..

"Yes sure, baby.. We'll go tomorrow morning for the tests", said Mum with a not so genuine smile..

"You seem to be a bit upset and stressed since we came back from the clinic, is everything fine? ", i enquired her..

"Everything's just fine, Louis.. Don't worry, just go and enjoy with your sisters", she said running her hands through my hair..

"I'll be back by 8",I said assuring her..

Seeing the girls enjoy, running wild in the playground, gives me happiness.. It's been quite a lot of time since I spent so much alone time with them..

Being a big brother is a responsibility, one which I haven't fulfilled with all my heart.. Not that I didn't want to but couldn't just because of this hectic schedule.. But this day with them is going to be locked up in my memory treasures forever..

Seeing this ambience around, the carefree girls in front something reminded me of Harry, he is just the same when we go out for small trips to soothen our minds.. He goes crazy those days..

I discover a new side of a story of this curly haired boy with each passing day, God knows, what more is there to come...

I drive the girls back home and go up to my bedroom, freshen up and open up my Laptop for it was the time to talk with my Harreh..

"Hey, how are you doing? You look down and somewhat tired", I asked him, seeing him somewhat stressed..

"Nothing much, Lou.. Just haven't had sleep for quite a few nights..",he said..

"Anyways, chuck that off.. You went to see the doctor today, what did he tell? ", he asked cutting me off before I could say anything..

" Not much to worry about, just have to get a few tests done and I'll be coming back to You", I said,not realising then that I actually said that I was coming back to him.. That's what couples say to each other..

I don't know, but I could see a sudden spark in those green eyes, a slight smile, with those iconic dimples..

"I can't wait to have you back here, back with me", he said..

This made me elated, hearing this from him felt over the moon..

"Okay bye Harry, I need to get some sleep now, gotta go for the tests tomorrow.. God knows how much blood they are going to suck out from my body.. Anyways, you take care, get some rest..Miss you", I said to him smiling all the way through..

"Bye bye.. Take care you too.. And don't be afraid of the needles.. I miss you too.. ", were Harry's words before we bid goodbye that day.
(4th day)

The day of 'Blood suction' out of my body went smoothly..

The pathologists collected the samples, assorted them perfectly and told us that the reports would take a week time to come by..

I returned home, exhausted and a little weak.. And just like a wife would enquire, Harry called up, just after..

"How did it go? Everything fine? Are you feeling okay? Drink some juice and stuffs.. They'll give you strength ", Harry kept on telling..

"I am fine, Harry", I said assuring him..

"Okk okk.. Come back soon, please.. I miss you so much", he said, somewhat sounding upset..

"Just a few more days", I said..

(Day 6)

Just a day more and I'll be back with Harry.. God, I miss him so bad..

But I don't understand this longing this time.. I have known about my feelings for him for quite a time now, have stayed apart from him too, but never felt this way..

Was it because, I saw the same longing in Harry's face too, for the first time? Maybe that's the reason.. Maybe it's the new borne expectations that's making me feel so..

Love that would finally be felt, by both? Maybe?