❤Struggles, Sentiments, Yearning❤

Chapter 16- Yes, I Love You, I Do.. ❤

Louis' POV

"I'll fulfill them, Lou.. Each one of it, just the way you want".. What is Harry talking about? Fulfill them? What? Did he read my diary?

Oh! Shit.. God, please make my imaginations wrong.. I don't want Harry trapped in any boundaries and bound in anything that he doesn't want.. But he said he'll fulfill them, my wishes.. Will he really?

Fully packed up with all the thoughts in my mind, I returned back Home, yes, home.. Not the apartment i lived in quite for a while.. I was back home, back together with my Hazza..

Mum, the boys, even Paul came around to see me off.. They dropped me at the house.. And then Mum hugged me and reminded me to let her know of every single details I had from the doctor.. And went over to Harry to brief in the same thing she told me..

"Take good care of my boy, Harry.. ", she said before leaving..

I waved my hand to bid her goodbye, and I could feel that she was happy, and quite content and stress-free, now that i was going to stay here, with Harry..

The boys stayed for quite a while, helping Harry with all the chores while Harry was in the kitchen making me pancakes 'cause the doctor said I had to eat healthy and never stay empty stomach..

I was constantly looking at Harry's face when the doctor was instructing on what to do and what not to.. He cross questioned the doctor, put every single point to check and made sure that I was completely healthy before they discharged me from there..

He took take of all the medicines, made a short time table, put all necessary reminders in his cellphone, I was sort of content and happy seeing Harry do all of these, felt like my first wish was already granted..

After all things were put right, the boys went out, telling to call them immediately if we needed anything, anytime..

I smiled and nodded my head and bid them goodbye too..

Harry suddenly turned around at me, giving me a naughty smirk, he said, "Finally, we are alone Lou.. All alone in a big house"..

I giggled, blushing at his words..

"I have already have a minor cardiac arrest, planning on giving me a even bigger one, eh?", I said, giving him a wink..

He suddenly grabbed me, putting one hand through my back, and the other down my legs and pulled me up in his arms.. Brought me closer to him, and kissed me..

"You could have just leaned forward and done that", I told him giving him a smirk..

"I missed picking you up..",he said smiling..

"You were telling about fulfilling something.. What was it about?", I asked him in a somewhat neutral tone not letting him know that I aready know what he is upto..

"You wishes.. The ones you wrote down", he said smiling..

"You don't have to, Hazza.. You know that.. I don't want to give any burden to you.. Please.. ", I said to him, lowering down my head.

"I obviously know that I don't have to.. But I want to, Lou.. I want to make up for every single day we have been apart..", he said to me..

"But Harry, then things would become even more tougher for You to handle.. You won't be able to cope up.. And I know that you want to make up for all the distances, all the pain we have suffered but there will come a day, when I'll have to go away, far apart from you, forever.. I just don't want you to create any such memories that'll haunt you forever.. That'll make it worse for you", I said to him, trying to explain the bitter truth, the consequences..

"You are thinking it from your end, think it from mine.. The memories that we created in the one and a half years, back then lasted me these long time, the time we were away from each other.. Why don't you understand that the memories I make with you are the ones that never fade, I live them each day, and I'll forever live with them.. Please, Lou.. Although I don't even want to think of you leaving me, but still I want to have all the best we can create to paint them on my memory canvas for forever..",he said embracing me..

I teared up.. He came closer to me, put his hands on my face rubbing the tears off he said, "Come on, Commando.. Lets make the best memories we can.."

I know he was trying to cheer me up.. And I love this thing about Harry, how he can lift up my mood everytime I am upset..

"I never said it to you, Harry.. Yes, I LOVE YOU, Harry.. I do.. With all my heart, with all of my life,, I always Had, I always will", I said kissing him on his forehead..

"I know", He just simply said back giving the best smile of his..