La Vida Loca

Ch.61 Reconcile

GIA'S POV.

I'm going over to Daniels house today to talk.

I miss him so much.

But he broke my heart.

So I have no idea how this is gonna go.

I do my makeup and straighten my hair.

When I'm done I change into a black muscle shirt, blue skinny jeans, and some black flip flops.

I grab my phone and go downstairs outside to my car.

If Daniel wants me back my head is gonna say no.

But my heart is gonna say yes.

I think I'm gonna let Daniel explain himself and if I think he's bullshitting or his explanation just isn't good enough I'm not taking him back.

I'm gonna move on.

Again..

When I get to his house I text him and tell him I'm outside.

'No ones home come inside' he texts back.

I sigh and get off the car.

I walk up to his house and knock on the door.

A few seconds later he opens it.

"Why didn't you just come in?" He asks quietly.

"Oh" I simply say going in.

He closes the door then leads me to his bedroom and closes the door behind him.

"You can sit" he says gesturing to a chair that's at his desk where his apple computer is at.

I know that's another way he makes thousands of dollars, he loves to spend nights making beats.

He sits on the edge of his bed across from me and sits his elbows on his knees.

"Thanks for um, talking to me I know you probably didn't want to" he starts.

I just nod.

"What did you wanna talk about?" I ask him.

He sighs.

"Um, look, I think I just fucked up with you Gia" he says shaking his head.

"I tried being without you and I fuckin' can't" he tells me.

"Then why'd you break up with me? And try being without me??" I ask.

"After, all that bullshit with Chino, I just didn't want you all caught up in my bullshit, and I still don't want you to, but I wanna be with you, and I just thought it'd be like, selfish to stay with you just cause I want to" he explains.

Now I get it.

That explains a lot.

"Is that why you were entertaining all these other fuckin' ugly bitches?" I ask crossing my arms.

"Gia" he starts, shaking his head.

"Gia what?? Sorry it bugged me that my fucking boyfriend was talking to other females!" I yell at him.

"I'm sorry I talked to those other girls alright I-" he says but I cut him off.

"Do you know how it felt to see you do that?? And then just ignore me?! And you know what's funny? It takes a hundred bitches for you to fuck me up but it would only take one guy to fuck you up".

"Why are you getting so fuckin' pissed for?" He asks like I'm crazy.

"Because Daniel! I am fuckin' pissed!" I tell him getting a lump in my throat.