I remember when it began,
Over a year has passed and I remember how it feels.
To have the love of your life in the palm of your hand.
To finally have something real.
To dream of no one but the boy you love,
Holding you in his arms.
Dream even though you aren't enough.
Like you still have his heart.
Because I know I did at one point in time.
Kissing on your truck, under the stars.
That was all it really took for me to know I wanted you to be mine.
I was lost in your fragile, beating heart.
But love isn't always fair,
You were here,
Now you're there,
But my love can't disappear.
Cause you are my for(n)ever.
My summer secret, my one desire.
But we're obviously not together..
I'm burned by the fire.
But for you, I'd take any kind of pain.
Scarring, burning, bleeding, dying.
I've tried them all at least once, I'll try again.
Always walking away, crying.
Part of me smiles because we had something real.
That someone actually could have loved me.
But God, I wish I didn't know how it feels,
To finally see it wasn't meant to be.
Even though you're still my for(n)ever....
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My Scars Exposed #wattys2018
Poetry"We've all got our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win when I'm paralyzed?"-Bring Me The Horizon Poetry has been a big part of my life for a long time now. I express my feelings on these pages (screens?) because sometimes it's hard to...
