My Scars Exposed #wattys2018

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry lover.

I don't know what it's like to treat people right,

or be treated right.

I've never been loved by another.

I'm sorry mother.

I can't always be the 'good child.'

I don't always want to smile.

But I'll always be your daughter.

I'm sorry sister.

I know I'm supposed to be your role model.

So you can look up to me.

And that it upsets you when I come home a mess more than anyone else.

I'm sorry father.

I know I'm too much like my mother.

I'll never be worthy of your love.

You wish my sister had a brother.

I'm sorry friends.

I can't always be strong for all of us.

I'm not even strong enough for myself.

But I'll always love you.

I'm sorry followers.

I know my updates kind of suck;

That I write weak story lines and crappy poems.

Sometimes I want to just give up.

I'm sorry everyone, I wish I was good enough.