~Cut Me Open Wide~
'You'll be Okay,' You said,
You said you'd always be there for me.
But you can't be Okay if you're already dead,
You can't change what's meant to be.
You cut me open wide,
With those two little words you just had to say.
'Just Friends,' You said, you lied.
You cut me open yesterday.
You didn't ask me how I felt about you leaving.
You just walked away with her.
You stopped my heart from beating,
Not knowing how much it hurt.
This time I'll cut myself open,
Let the blood hit the floor.
Leave behind the feelings of being broken,
Let the addiction sink to my core.
Because even if I won't admit it,
I'm addicted to the pain you give me.
Addicted to the thought of it.
So why don't you let me bleed?
Stop pretending you care,
Let me see what it's like to feel alive.
You can't care if you were never there,
You were only there to tear me open wide.
You told me you were in love,
Made me think that you loved me too.
Lied when you said I was good enough,
I'm not good enough for you.
Cause this heart can't beat for two.
It's too broken to try.
It beats for you,
Not you and I.
You tore me open wide too many times.
You and I both know I'm not alive,
You made breaking my heart a crime,
A murder, in which I can't survive.
(Sorry it's not so good, guys, I do my best :l for the few who actually read this. >.>)
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My Scars Exposed #wattys2018
Poetry"We've all got our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win when I'm paralyzed?"-Bring Me The Horizon Poetry has been a big part of my life for a long time now. I express my feelings on these pages (screens?) because sometimes it's hard to...
