Sometimes I wonder if meeting you,
Really was the best thing I ever did.
I've said it before, but it's not always true.
Cause you still kill me in the end.
But remember when I said I loved you?
I meant it, forever.
But you already knew,
And we'll never be together.
I'll never be the one to hold your heart.
Forever, I'm still yours, but not always.
Cause I still need someone when I fall apart.
When you're not there, even if they never stay.
You're my forever, but you're not mine.
My beating, bleeding heart is yours to keep.
Forever's such a long time,
But it's everything to me.
But I know you won't always be there.
Cause no matter what you say, best friends aren't forever.
But always, I'll still care.
Just have to keep it together.
Because forever, not always,
You'll be my first love.
And sometimes, it kills me,
Knowing I'm not enough.
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My Scars Exposed #wattys2018
Poetry"We've all got our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win when I'm paralyzed?"-Bring Me The Horizon Poetry has been a big part of my life for a long time now. I express my feelings on these pages (screens?) because sometimes it's hard to...
