I'd be lying if I said I were over you,
That I didn't cry myself to sleep at night.
Forever doesn't exist without you.
It just doesn't seem right.
To love someone who never cared,
To need someone with a heart so cold.
Knowing they'd never be there,
That they weren't yours to hold.
I'd be lying if I said I was okay.
That my heart wasn't broken.
But I'm the one who walked away,
Who ripped my scars wide open.
Do you ever think of me,
And the stupid shit we did?
Even though we weren't meant to be,
I'd do it all again.
Anything for you.
I'd be a liar if I said I'm fine.
I better just tell the truth.
I wish you were still mine.
But you left me with a razor in my hand.
Blood spilling from my wrists.
All this lying, I can't stand.
I can't deal with this.
Empty hearts are hard to heal.
They tear you apart inside.
Make you wish you couldn't feel,
Make you wish you would have died.
I'd rather die than tell you more lies.
I want to say I love you, I really do.
But I already said goodbye,
So what's it matter to you?
Better just keep on lying....
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My Scars Exposed #wattys2018
Poetry"We've all got our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win when I'm paralyzed?"-Bring Me The Horizon Poetry has been a big part of my life for a long time now. I express my feelings on these pages (screens?) because sometimes it's hard to...
