Only one person seems to care when I feel this way.
He just doesn't understand.
I'll never be the same.
He wasn't there to hold my hand, when..
I lost the person I loved the most,
over someone else's words.
My world's become so cold,
I've never been so hurt.
He holds my heart together by the cracks.
He knows it's shattered and bleeding.
I know I shouldn't look back,
But it hurts that it's still beating.
I don't know why he sticks around.
I love him, but I still push him away.
He chases after me, when I don't wanna be found.
When I'm hurt and have nothing to say.
I know I'll never let him go.
Even when I die.
But I can't let my love show,
He'll only ask why.
So I'll just curl up in my bed,
Pretend I'm not hurt anymore.
Though my wrists are stained red,
And I've been this way before.
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My Scars Exposed #wattys2018
Poetry"We've all got our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win when I'm paralyzed?"-Bring Me The Horizon Poetry has been a big part of my life for a long time now. I express my feelings on these pages (screens?) because sometimes it's hard to...