Artist

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I like to draw, to paint.

But my creativity only shows at night.

This creativity releases my pain,

Even though it isn't quite "Right."

I'm an artist,

My body is my canvas.

Streaked with blood, my antidepressant,

Red lines, straight lines, crossing my wrists.

Some are old and some are new,

My razor, my paintbrush, is stained with paint,

I haven't told anyone that those stains are new,

My paint is wearing thin, and my razor is faint.

I'm an artist,

My wrists are my sketchbook.

I used a straightedge to perfect my sketches,

To give my art a new look.

But the paint is starting to dry,

My paintbrush is too,

Every tear I've tried to cry,

Every painting I ever made...

It was made for you.

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