**Authors Note... Again.
Hey, guys, um, I know I haven't been so good at updating... So I'm going to do the best I can with this. I've been in band camp. (NO PUN HERE, I DO NOT PLAY THE FLUTE AND DON'T WANT ONE NEAR MY GENITALIA. Ew, no ma'am.) And stress is eating me alive... No joke... So, anyways, I'ma do my best to make this at least somewhat decent, heh.
TO THE POEM.**
I know it seemed like we'd last forever,
At least for the most part.
But I was blinded by the thought of us together,
And I didn't notice what happened to my heart.
I was blinded by the fact that you were the first,
So blinded that I didn't realize you were the worst.
I should've listened to myself,
When I tasted your bitter kisses and I fell.
"Don't fall in love, it's the worst thing you can do,"
I did it anyway, but only for you.
Tasted you bitter kisses and I fell down,
Bandaids couldn't stop the blood from spilling out.
It took months for me to realize that I shouldn't trust my heart,
Trust my mind, so I don't fall apart.
But you can only lie to yourself for so long,
Before you realize that all along you were wrong.
Bitter kisses never tasted so sweet.
The taste just helps the deceit.
Just because he was the first I've ever loved,
Doesn't mean I'd ever felt like I was enough.
All I ever wanted was to be loved,
But love isn't easy,
Love is jagged and rough,
Like glass in an alley.
But that glass was my love, love shattered.
I was so blinded by my first, that I didn't even realize that he'd be the worst.
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My Scars Exposed #wattys2018
Poesía"We've all got our horrors and our demons to fight. But how can I win when I'm paralyzed?"-Bring Me The Horizon Poetry has been a big part of my life for a long time now. I express my feelings on these pages (screens?) because sometimes it's hard to...
