last one was a mistake 😭.
Kalani Amaya Lewis .
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" Why you so distant Lani " Mari asked me and rolls his blunt.
"I'm not... I have stuff to do." I said.
"How Sean been?" he said switching the subject.
"Good.."
"He know about yo nightmares?"
"Only you and my therapist know Mari " I said sighing.
"Why you call me here." I said squinting out his tinted window.
"Lani, Ion have nobody else bra... Im missing Kiya like crazy and I'm all over the place."
"I need you..." He mumbled and pulled me closer to him hugging me.
"I miss Kiya too, I talk to her everyday when I'm praying, I know she misses us." I said.
"You think her crazy ass in heaven?" he said smirking.
"I hope" I laughed.
A few moments of silence passed and I felt something wet touch my forehead.
"Mari, I hate seeing people cry." I said while my eyes were watering.
"She gave us signs bra, and we just thought she was okay." he said shaking his head.
I never saw him cry, not even at the funeral.
"It's okay, I blame myself everyday, I was her best friend. I was too worried about myself." I said closing my eyes.
"We should play her favorite song." I said and turned on Pretty Little Birds by sza.
We sung together laughing and it felt like Kiyas presence was there for a minute.
"What you think she would be doing if she was here rn?"
"Probably under you." I shrugged.
I looked up at him and he pecked my lips.
"Mari.."
"I'm sorry bra- I swear I was just in the moment."
"What moment???" I said moving from up under him.
"I thought-
"Nooo Mari, you know you wrong. " I said.
"shit." he mumbled while putting his hands over his face.
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