After Jennie's late mother were delivered to its final destination, the couple went straight to Mrs. Kim's house. While the two of them were on their way home, none of them wanted to talk. Even if Lisa wanted to, she can't do anything but to let her wife be in that situation. As of now, she knew Jennie wanted to be just by herself. But of course, she really can't leave her wife alone for the reason that maybe something else bad will happen to Jennie and their child while she's not around.
Losing someone you love is the hardest thing in the world to deal with. It's a kind of pain that you physically feel all over your body and this is how Jennie currently feels right now. The sadness, pain and grief over the loss of her mother was evident on Jennie's face. She was really exhausted, her eyes were already swollen cause of endless crying and she also loss her appetite that made herself so skinny.
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Lisa followed her wife inside the house after parking the car. Upon entering inside, she immediately searched for Jennie.
"Love?"
"Love..."
She saw the door of Mrs. Kim's room slightly open and there she thought Jennie was inside. She immediately entered and didn't even knock on the door when she heard her wife crying again which made her feel worried. "Love! What happened?!---". Lisa was in a verge of crying when she saw Jennie sobbing as she held onto some crochet baby rompers that Mrs. Kim had made for their future child. Unbeknownst to the couple, the old woman has been preparing for a long time to have a grandchild.
"L~Loooveee....Mom made this for our baby.", Jennie cried out upon saying it to her wife. Lisa felt sorry for her wife so she immediately approached Jennie and give her a tight hug. Lisa couldn't hold back her tears anymore and cried too while caressing her wife's back. "Hush now....", and that is the only words she said.
After a few hours, Jennie fell asleep in tears. Even Lisa also fell asleep because of fatigue and sleepless nights watching over her wife. Lisa woke up and saw that Jennie was still asleep. She parted and fixed a few pieces of hair that were blocking her wife's beautiful face and then she kissed her on the forehead. Then, she noticed that it was getting late so she decided to cook something for them to eat.
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"Here. You need to eat a lot", said Lisa and placed the plate with lots of food on the table.
"Love, I have no appetite. I don't feel like eating." Jennie put away her plate. Lisa tries to extend her patience with her wife's stubbornness.
"Love....You didn't eat breakfast and even this afternoon. So please.....Will you please eat this. I cooked it all for you." Lisa insisted and forced a smile.
"Don't dictate me of what should I do! Don't force me to eat if I don't want to! I told you I don't want to eat." Jennie suddenly felt annoyed to her wife. Lisa massage her temple and looked at her wife in disbelief.
"Don't you hear what are you saying, huh?! Jennie?! I am not dictating you. All I'm telling you is to eat! You may forget that you are carrying a child! For fckingGadsake! Don't be so selfish! Think of our baby, Jennie! Please!? Will you? If you don't want...then force yourself to eat at least these fruits for our baby's sake." Lisa couldn't control herself anymore that's why she raised her voice to Jennie. This was the first time she yelled at her wife. Afterwards, Lisa left and walked away to get some fresh air outside.
Jennie was left speechless because she didn't expect Lisa to raised its voice at her. She burst into tears and realized her wife was right. She cried even more when she think about her baby. Jennie took the plate and even though she had no appetite, she forced herself to eat the foods that Lisa had worked so hard to cook for her and their baby.
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8:00 PM
Lisa came home drunk. When she opened the door, she saw her wife sitting while sleeping on the couch. She came over and lifted Jennie and take it to the bedroom. But before she entered the room, Lisa looked at the kitchen and let out a soft smile on her lips as she knew that Jennie ate the food she cooked while she's gone.
Slowly, Lisa laid her wife on the bed. Then, she knelt on the floor and softly caressing her wife's head. As she repeatedly do it, she suddenly burst into tears. Lisa felt guilty for what she had done earlier. Jennie heard Lisa's sob that's why she suddenly awake.
"Hey Love....Why are you crying?", Jennie softly whispered and cupped her wife's cheeks. But Lisa just moved her face away so Jennie wouldn't see that she was crying.
"Look at me", Jennie ordered and her wife obeyed her. She looked at Lisa in the eyes and then wiped away all the tears.
"L~Love....I~I'm really sorry...I didn't mean to raised my voice and argue with you a while ago. Please, forgive me! I will never do it again", Lisa cried out.
"Sshhhh. Stop crying, Love. Come here and hug me," Jennie said.
Lisa came over and lie down next to her wife. Then, Jennie hugged her so tight. She caressed the back of Lisa and whispered, "I'm sorry too...For being so stubborn and acted this way to the point that I am not only neglecting myself but also our child. I'm really sorry, Love."
Lisa felt the tears that coming from Jennie. She let go her embraced and looked at her wife. She quickly cupped her wife's gummy cheeks and also wiped away the tears that continuously flowing all over its face. Then, she gave Jennie a pecked on the lips.
"I love you, Mrs. Manoban", Lisa whispered enough to hear it by Jennie.
"I love you, too" Jennie softly smiled to her and kissed Lisa passionately. After that, they began to sleep.
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A few days later, the couple returned to their house in Pohang; the place where they currently live. Lisa and Jennie started a new life again after Mrs. Kim passed away. Their lives went well again. They decided to sell the Cafe in Seoul and runs another Cafe here in Pohang.
Days and weeks passed, Jennie started to changed again. Lisa thought her wife was really okay but still wasn't. She noticed Jennie become stress again, ate very little, always feel tired and exhausted, spend most of the day in bed and cries every night.
One day, Lisa talked to Jennie about this matter. "Love, you okay?", she asked while cooking their breakfast. Jennie who's sitting in the dining area nodded and smiled to her. "Love, don't deny it. Do you think I didn't notice what's going on with you?", Lisa added.
"Love, I'm completely fine. Just hurry up there and let's eat. The baby here inside my stomach is already hungry". Jennie said.
"I'm on my way there. Wait for Dada, my little princess", she giggled and had already served the food on the table.
While Lisa and Jennie having their breakfast, Lisa asked again a question. "Love, Do you need to consult a doctor?".
"But I already did. You even accompanied me, didn't you?", Jennie chuckled.
"No, Love. I suggesting that to you and not to our baby."
"Seriously?! But why? Did you think there is something wrong about me?!" asked Jennie in disbelief. Lisa was just looked at her waiting for Jennie to agree with her. But that is not what happened next.
"No, Love! I will not agree to it. I told you I am completely fine and I don't need a doctor." Jennie stop eating and stood up.
"Hey, Love...Where are you going? We are still eating.", said Lisa.
"In the Cafe. I've already loss my appetite. See you there after you finish eating", Jennie blurted out while Lisa let out a sighed as she watched Jennie walked away from her.
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This is just a continuation of the last chapter.
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Hello, My Friend. Hello, My Future (Book 2)
Fanfic(This is a sequel for the book, 'Blue Spring'.) "My lips said, 'Hello, my friend,' but my heart said, 'Hello, my future.' 09/21/2021-09/26/2022
